Open-Up ~ Ryden ✔️

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I giggled as Brendon tickled my stomach pushing me on the floor.

"S-stop!!" I yelled putting my hands out to stop him.

"Not until you tell me where you put my phone!" Brendon yelled keeping me held down on the floor as he continued to tickle me.

"Never!" I laughed even harder when Brendon started to tickled my armpits instead of my stomach. "W-where supposed to b-be filming!" I said between laughs and giggles.

"Right." Brendon stopped tickling me and I sat up out of breath. "What are we filming?" Brendon asked crossing his legs acting all innocent.

"We're filming a cover actually." Brendon frowned.

"I don't want to sing in front of all your fans." Brendon mumbled playing with his fingers.

"You're so good though. Let's just film it and then watch it, we don't have to post it." I said picking up my camera and moving it over to the small piano in my room.

"What are we singing?" Brendon sat down on the bench for the piano.

"Our song." I pushed Brendon off the bench and sat down looking in the viewfinder to make sure Brendon was in frame (he was).

"Ok." Brendon blushed as I hit record on the camera and started to play the piano. I started out first.

"I don't know why, I feed on emotion." I sang softly and slowly with the piano. Then Brendon came in.

"There's a stomach inside my brain." He sang out loud, clear, and strong. His voice is beautiful and it sounds so amazing.

"I don't wanna be heard." Brendon and I sang together. "I wanna be listened to." I looked up for a second and saw that Brendon had closed his eyes as he sang. I loved it when he got passionate about him singing. I smiled as I played the piano and put more pressure on the notes as we got to the chorus.

•

"Post it." Brendon said right after I stopped recording.

"We haven't listened to it yet." I said and Brendon nodded.

"I know, but I don't care if we sound good or not, I loved how we sounded. I don't want to forget it." So I took his advice and just uploaded it without any editing or even listening to it.

"I loved it too." Brendon kissed my nose as he reached back into my back pocket and grabbed his phone.

"Prick."

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A/N
Sorry his chapter is kinda rushed :/
I might rewrite it later but whatever
It's ending soon and that makes me really sad :( but I'm excited for the new book too :)))
Umm quick a/n about my day sorry about any spelling mistakes I'm typing fast rn
My crush today was really nice to me and he helped me with my latin and did more than I asked for and let me use his pencil bc I didn't have an eraser which is really nice and he kept talking to me and saying "vesper, it's a really good word" it's a latin word
He also said ten points if sofia hit me with a pickleball and boys tend to violent towards ppl they like when their young and stuff so yeah idk it should have made me mad but it didn't
Also some boys were making fun of self harm and I honestly don't want to get into that bc it gets me so upset and worked up I'm sorry I'll go more in depth some other time
I also had to write on all the boys in the play I'm in hands to make sure they remember to bring their costume to school and yeah so they all had writing on their hands it was fun
Also I told two more girls who I like and they guessed it first so idk it might be really obvious :/
I had a panic attack in science in the middle oft table ground talking and I feel like they were really mad at me and a boy said he felt bad bc he felt like it was his fault and it wasn't and from then on for like awhile I felt honestly suicidal and that's stupid but I kept getting scared my depression was coming back and then my name got written on the board in math bc I didn't have my textbook and I was afraid I got community service but he just wanted to write everyone who didn't have their stuff on the board and I was fine so then I felt better after lunch and stuff but yeah :/
•Song Suggestion•: Don't You Know Who I Think I Am? By Fall Out Boy
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~