Open-Up ~ Ryden ✔️

24

Today was Brendon and I'd second date.

We chose to go to a dog show. Which I was more excited for than going on my date with Brendon.

Brendon was now known as the 'mystery midnight man'. Because when I filmed the video it was 12 am when Brendon first spoke because my fans are like Sherlock!

"Ready?" Brendon asked holding his hand out. I slipped my phone in my coat pocket and nodded following him out the door.

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Once we pulled up Brendon pulled the collar of my shirt and pulled me in for a kiss. I smiled and placed my hands on both of his cheeks smiling into the kiss.

When he pulled away he got out his side and walked over to mine opening the shotgun door for me.

"What should we see-" I pulled Brendon so forcefully towards the 'puppy bowl' that was going on that it cut off his sentence. "I guess the puppies." Brendon chuckled as he linked his hand with mine.

I kept watching one dog. It was a Yorkist Terrier puppy that kept falling down and other puppies would walk over it.

I smiled leaning into Brendon. Brendon chuckled and kissed the top of my head.

Brendon and I had a conversation after I filmed the video as we started to kiss and it got pretty heated.

Brendon is all into kissing and snuggling and stuff. And I'm not as open to that even though I love it with Brendon.

So we decided on no kissing in public and the only PDA we can do in public is holding hands. And we'll check with each other to make sure kissing is ok at the time.

Sometimes I think I'm asexual but at the same time I do like to kiss and hold Brendon. But some of it makes me uncomfortable.

Brendon lifted my chin up.

"What are you thinking about sugar?" He asked turning his head to the side.

"Bren, do you think I'm asexual?" I asked biting my lip.

"I can't answer that for you. Do you think you're asexual?" Brendon asked putting his hand on my hip.

"I'm n-not sure. Because I love to kiss you, but sometimes it's a little much."

"That could just be because it's new to you. And to me Ry I'm learning too. We both are. And if I ever do something that makes you uncomfortable let me know, ok?" I smiled as Brendon kissed my forehead.

"Ok."

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A/N
Geesus stay frosty just came on and scared me so bad lol
Hey everyone I've had a pretty good day
So I brought my phone to school for the first time ever so I could play my music today in art and I got to!!
Also my crush and sofias bf's are frens and they were having a some weird thing were like they would guess what band it was and then ask me and they only ever guessed panic! or fob lol and my crush goes: "paloma? Is this fob?" And I said yeah bc it was What A Catch, Donnie "oh I got it right!" And he turned to sofias bf lol and also MY CRUSH KNEW THE LYRICS TO MISS JACKSON he was humming it when he bumped into me while it was playing and I freaked out
Also my math teacher is leaving next year and I'm pretty sad about that bc I really like him and he's a good math teacher
Also I keep thinking it's Friday then remembering it isn't welp
Also we had to pack up our instruments twenty minutes before class was over bc some boys couldn't focus and that's so annoying ugh.
Also none of the boys cared that I played my music and last semester in my old section when sofia played her playlist they all freaked out calling us emo and stuff but they were like asking us questions now and like singing some lines they knew and when they thought it was fob and it was mcr the boys had a conversation on how a Chemical cant have a romance lmao that was pretty fun
ALSO I GOT 12 POINTS IN PE TODAY WITH MY PARTNER!!! :)
•Song Suggestion•: Creep by Radiohead
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~