Open-Up ~ Ryden ✔️

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"Y-yes. My boyfriend." I stuttered.

"Are you nervous?" Brendon smirked. I shook my head.

"No."

•

After a video of Brendon and I kissing and kind of talking about us I decided it was time we ending the video.

"Ok, so let me know if you have any questions. I guess I could do a boyfriend tag?" I turned to Brendon to see him nodding and grinning extremely excited. "Ok, I will do a boyfriend tag." I chuckled as Brendon kissed my cheek.

"I love you." Brendon whispered in my ear.

"Ok everyone thank you so much for watching-oh! Also I'm at vidcon so that's why it looks like a gross hotel room." I giggled.

"It's actually not discussing, the bathroom is the best! You don't understand!" Brendon got up and grabbed the camera and started walking into the bathroom. I giggled and got up from the floor. "See!" Brendon showed the camera around beaming to himself.

"You're so adorable." Brendon blushed and handed me my camera.

"Don't call me adorable. I want to uphold my 'bad boy' image." Brendon said putting quotes around 'bad boy'.

"What bad boy image?" I raised an eyebrow as I set my camera up again.

"My bad boy image!" Brendon yelled pointing to his chest.

"Ok then. Mister bad boy let's rap this video up." Brendon sat back down next to me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I sighed as I leaned into his armpit.

He reeked. But I love him, so I'll deal with it.

I scrunched up my nose and turned back to the camera.

"I will do a boyfriend tag! Let me know when you want that. And comment any questions you have for me!" (a/n omg please actually do) I giggled covering my mouth with my hand.

"What are you laughing at?" Brendon asked turning to me. I shook my head and got up to turn the camera off. "No tell me." Brendon readjusted just position.

"It's nothing." I started to giggle even more. Brendon got up his over sized basketball jersey handing off one of his shoulders.

"Tell me before I make you." Brendon started to walk towards me. I started to laugh even harder once Brendon grabbed my hips and turned me around and flung me on the bed.

He started tickling my feet. I squirmed and giggled at the same time.

"S-stop!" I continued to laugh even harder.

After a minute Brendon flung himself next to me.

"What is it?" Brendon asked sticking his bottom lip out.

"You. You're just so funny." I placed my finger on his nose giggling again.

"I didn't say anything-" I cut Brendon off placing my lips on his.

"I know, I still think you're funny."

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A/N
Just so you know basically this whole authors note is gonna be about my anxiety and my crush so yeah :/
My crush today I'm science came up behind me and took my colored pencil out of my hand bc I said something about it being spelled weird. (I knew it was in a different language I just thought it was funny) and yeah
In PE we're playing pickleball and the ball my partner (who I dislike) and I were using rolled over to him and his partner. He started doing like soccer stuff (??) with it and kept saying "Come on paloma try and get the ball" and stuff like that then shot it in between my legs
I'm study hall he had gotten bubble wrap and kept coming up behind me trying to pop it and he got in trouble our advisor goes: "___ don't touch." Thats his name
And I always asked him what we've done in English so far and he said that's what he was thinking about too but when he looked at me his pupils only slightly dilated (and they have before when he's looked at me) and then his music when we left there was eighth grade boys who think their all that standing all across the hall and for some reason I had too much anxiety to just walk up and say "excuse me" and so I walked back into the classroom and my crush goes "You were allowed to leave paloma." And I told him there was boys in the hall blocking it and he walked out and I followed him and he just walked right through
Then in English he corrected the teacher bc she forgot to write my name on the board bc she was translating them into Greek and there's two Paloma's and so she only wrote one and was confused of why we were missing and he said you missed a paloma which idk it doesn't really matter but yeah
(If he found out I was writing this about him he would be so weirded out lol)
And then in Latin sofia and her bf were throwing little notes at each other lol and my crush (I almost wrote out his name) said hey paloma look! And tickled the person who sits next to him lol it was pretty funny
Also I lost my toothpaste and toothbrush at school and I can't find it and it was like a brand new tube
Also my anxiety had been really bad
I write too much about my crush I swear I'm not obsessed lol
•Song Suggestion•: Andy You're a Star
I want to try and write less about him bc I don't want him to find out lol
Um my a/ns Are too long im sorry lol
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~