Open-Up ~ Ryden ✔️

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"Hey everyone so today I'm here with my-my boyfriend: Brendon." Brendon smiled waving. "And what are we doing today Brendon?"

"The boyfriend tag, for real." I blushed and looked down unlocking my phone. "Your password is my birthday?" Brendon asked his eyes going wide and a blush spreading across his cheeks like wildfire.

"Uh y-yeah." The wildfire blush made its way over to my cheeks.

"I love that." I smiled shyly as Brendon leaned in placing his hand lightly on my cheek and leaned in blushing his lips with mine before connecting our lips.

"Ok f-first question: how long have you been together? Um maybe five months?" Brendon nodded. "Oh wait! I need to answer some questions for Tate! And there's only two so calm down. The first one was 'what does gay mean to you?'"

"I say it means when a man loves a man, or a women loves a women, they can love each other-I don't know where that was going." Brendon laughed showing his teeth. I loved seeing him with his braces it was such a small detail that was so cute.

"Second one: 'what is Love?' Love is when two people care about each other so much that they dare say the word love. Which is a word that can shatter your whole world."

Brendon turned to me.

"I love you."

"I know."

•

"Only four more questions! Ok Brendon you read,"

"What's something weird the other person does? Oh well Ryan will purposely drop things to pick them up with his feet. It's really cute actually." Brendon turned to me his pupils blown out.

"Well Brendon Uh, what do you do?" I bit my lip thinking. "Oh well he always puts his hands in the back pockets of my jeans." Brendon blushed.

"Sorry babe."

"Next question: Brendon how do you deal with Ryan being asexual? Ok well I'm not asexual, I have to have a deep connection with someone before I do anything sexual. And I have that with Brendon." I sighed and Brendon placed his hand on my thigh squeezing it slightly.

"I'll read the next one: could you two sing together more? Yes! I would love to!" Brendon jumped and grabbed onto my shoulder. "Could we Please?" I nodded and Brendon placed a quick kiss on my cheek.

"Last one: how should I come out to my parents? Well the first thing you have to do is open up to yourself. Otherwise it won't work. Now I know that this isn't about us, but it matters to me." I smiled and let out a quiet and soft sigh. "I love y'all, goodnight." I blew a kiss at the camera and got up turning it off.

"Ryan?"

"Yeah?" I turned my head around as I took my camera off its tripod.

"Do you think we would have ever gotten together if I didn't step up?" I sighed and got down on my knees in front of Brendon placing my hands on his thighs.

"Breath in, Breath out." Brendon did as he was told. Tears rolled down his cheeks as he cried but made no noise.

"I l-love you. I r-really do." I pulled Brendon into a hug his head fell on my chest.

"How long were you holding this in?"

"Whole video." I kissed his head hugging it to my chest.

"I would have stopped it, next time tell me." Brendon nodded against my chest.

"Do you?" Brendon lifted his head slightly.

"No, I don't." That just made Brendon cry harder. "But you did, so there's nothing to worry about." I tried (but failed) to calm him.

"But-" I cut Brendon off by pushing his face into my chest making his voice muffled.

"I love you."

"Those words did shatter my w-world, But ma-maybe thats f-for the be-best." My smiles fell from my face all the way to the floor.

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A/N
Heyyy second to last chapter :(
There isn't going to be a sequel I'm sorry but please stay around for the new book that's gonna come out
I went to the record store today and got after laughter on vinyl vessel and too weird to live and too rare to die on cd and I'm so happy :)
I'm so sad this is ending but I'm excited for the new book :)
Also I discontinued Halloween night today and it felt like it had to be done and I hope none of you will leave bc just please dont also I'll try and update my other books like my Peterick Oneshots and meaningless bc I haven't updated either of those for so long
Also I cant decide which book I want to post everyday first bc both of them are only gonna be about 20 chapter or 12 so they aren't gonna be long but yeah let me know if you want to help me decide :D
So yeah
•Song Suggestion•: Ode To Sleep by Twenty Øne Piløts
Anyways

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