This is not the life.

Ch.13

Okay so before I start this chapter I'm going to get all sad on you and ish but.....ya'll like my followers (FOR NOW) GHOST !!! Like in a total nice way I love all of you seriously and I know what people say like (you can't love people you don't know) well bish lemmie tell you something it has happened to me before and I'm currently in the same situation still and I just might write a book off of it I just gotta take it day by day and its like I'm not updating like crazy but excuse me for having a life and when I do update it's like only before I go to sleep at night or if I don't have anything to do in the car (which is never) but I'm not gonna be a bish this whole thing but thank you loyal people and if you have ANY questions at all just ask and I'm thinking about making a youtube channel (again) I have one but it's not for videos I just subscribe and watch other people on there but seriously like hit me up or something because ya girl be bored and I'm a lot nicer now I've went to these classes or whatever (irritated emoji) Ohkay I'm at 216 words so I'm gonna start the story now lol

~Taylor POV~

~15 mins later~

I'm currently still sitting on this bench but I put my beats over my ears and my dad has been trying to call me and Ray but I really don't feel like talking to anybody. I was listening to 'Out of my mind By: B.o.B' really in my opinion like the best song I have on my phone...well one of them. I was thinking about my mom as the song 'All Back By: Chris Brown' came on.

It's weird how I still remember my 7th birthday from when my mom was there...

~FLASHBACK!!~

It was my 7th birthday and my mom was behind me doing my hair. She put it in a little side ponytail with the rest of it going down my back.

"You know..You look just like ya momma girl" My mom joked as she hugged me from behind and kissed my cheek.

"Thank you mommy!" I said as I turned around in my chair in front of my little mirror an hugged her by her neck.

"No problem. Go downstairs with daddy while I Finnish getting ready." She said as she walked out my room with me right behind her.

I went downstairs to find my dad and my aunt speaking in a hushed tone.

"This is the wrong time and place for you to come at me with this-"

My dad stopped in the middle of his sentence when he saw me standing by the door.

"Hi auntie Kenny!" I greeted her as I ran up to her to give her a hug.

"Hey princess. You ready for all of the things we have planned for you?" She asked me

"Yes!" I cheered out of excitement.

She sat me back on the ground. I went over to my dad. He picked me up and I started to play with his facial features.

~Middle of party~

I was having fun with my friends at my party that my parents spent all of this money on. It was really nice for a party to be outdoors. I was dancing to a song with Kayla right by my side. We were on a crazy sugar rush.

"Hey Taylor your mom wants you" India said pointing behind me

I turned around to see my mom waiting by the back door. I walked up to her and she kneeled down to my eye level.

"I'll be right back. Okay sweety?" She said as she wiped her eyes again. You could tell that she had been crying.

"What's wrong mommy?" I asked wiping away new tears that came out of her eyes.

"I'll see you later tonight. Okay?" She said holding my arms down by my sides.

I nodded my head and replied with an "Okay."