i woke up and trudged towards the mirror.
honestly, i had no more motivation to even live. but i'll let myself live till the day my body decides to give up.
i gave out a long sigh as i stared at the mirror before me.
puffy eyes.
dishevelled hair.
red nose.without april — without my protection — , i don't know how i'm going to survive school.
april has always been by my side and supported me in everything i do. yet, i couldn't even be there when she was taking her own life.
i slammed my fist on the vanity table and forced myself to stop thinking about her.
—
"yea, i- i know," kangdae said shakily.
"you know? how come?" i was confused.
he took a deep breath. it sounded like he was going to cry.
"ap- april is my step-sister."
my jaw dropped in shock. how come she's never told me about this?
"oh," that was all i could muster out.
i could hear him trying to hold in his sob on the other line and i didn't know what to do.
"hey," i spoke softly. "cry it out. i'm not here to judge you."
i heard him slowly let go and start crying.
we were sitting in silence but our minds were loud.
—
i missed taeyun.
i missed april.
so much.
i opened up my school bag and stared at the shiny, sharp blade in between my fingers.
i smiled sadly.
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a/n
idk where i'm going w this book crap
YOU ARE READING
goodbye. | ✔️
Teen Fictionshe's lonely. so they came for her. - completed 13/3/18 -