goodbye. | ✔️

i opened the book.

the book was completely empty other than random pages that had just a single word.

first page,

intro

second page,

transfer student

third page,

jung taeyun

fourth page,

him?

fifth page,

no

sixth page,

what?

seventh page,

april

eighth page,

lost

ninth page,

alone

tenth page,

coming over

eleventh,

see you later

last,

goodbye.

i closed the book.

i'm confused. i'm lost.

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the next day, i woke up still confused about everything's that's been happening.

i wonder how's kangdae.

hm, stop thinking about him.

i kinda miss taeyun too. he left without a word.

april did too. i sobbed.

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i walked out onto the balcony.

i sighed, contented at the cool air blowing around me.

i heard a knock on the door and i went to get it.

taeyun and kangdae?

oh lord.

"i'll do it," taeyun said shakily.

kangdae nodded and smiled at me. he came up to me and gave me a peck on the cheek. his eyes were slightly watery.

i didn't take much notice of it as kangdae walked away towards my room. i still didn't think much of it as my mind went black.

as if they hypnotised me.

taeyun walked up to me next and hugged me tightly. i couldn't even respond. i was so overwhelmed.

he carried me bridal style and placed me on the balcony, along with him.

i smiled at him slowly. finally being able to feel happiness.

he smiled back, sadly. i didn't take notice of it.

then, our lips touched.

it felt amazing. i never understood what books meant until now. i was amazed.

i felt something wet touch my cheek and i realised he was crying.

he placed me on the railings, hands on my waist securely.

tears flowed out of my eyes as i felt him crying.

he broke the kiss and gave me a short kiss on my forehead, lingering there.

he looked at me in the eye and i was about to faint.

i smiled at him.

"사랑해 (i love you)," he whispered.

my heart filled with butterflies and i couldn't breathe.

i felt like i was going to die.

i didn't know i was actually going to.

within just a split second, pictures of my parents and i flashed before me. taeyun's dimples and smile appeared. kangdae's eyes bored into my soul.

i didn't know what was happening.

until i felt the ground.

darkness.

THE END

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a/n

i'm sorry if this chapter was confusing. i'll explain soon.

but i couldn't even breathe while writing this chapter. ish. you might probably be confused but i can PROMISE

i'll explain soon.