goodbye. | ✔️

see you later

i wrapped myself in my blanket as i thought back on yesterday's memories.

today was friday, officially three weeks since taeyun left me. i tried to forget about him.

but he's someone who's not easily forgotten. i hate that.

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ding dong.

i smoothed out my hair and walked towards the door.

"hi."

"hello."

he entered my house.

the strong scent of fried chicken and cheese fries hit me as he placed the burritos down on the dining table.

"i guessed you didn't eat so i brought some food over," he signalled for me to come over.

i followed the scent of the chicken and breathed in delightfully.

it strangely reminded me of my mother's fried chicken.

stop it.

we ate in silence as the spicy fried chicken invaded my taste buds. yes.

we talked for a bit after.

he saw the photo frames hung up on the wall outside my room and walked over.

an emotion flashed before his eyes as he studied the pictures. i didn't think much about it.

he turned back to me and smiled warmly. but there was this weird aura.

before he left, he turned around and stared straight into my eyes.

my heart was wild.

he came closer to me and gave me a peck on my cheek.

i stood there, frozen. i could feel a blush staining my cheeks as he grinned widely and went out the door, but not before sending me a kiss.

he quietly closed the door behind him and i melted.

oh. my. god.

—

someone knocked on the door and i got up to see who it was.

a part of me was hoping that it'd be kangdae but i wasn't expecting too much.

i flung open the door but my smile immediately dropped.

"what are you doing here?" i asked, half angry and half hurt.

"joesonghabnida (sorry)," he hugged me tightly and i tried to squirm out of his grasp.

he closed the door with his leg and walked me into the living room and i was protesting my whole way. nothing was working.

he sat me down and pinned me down.

with my hands beside my head, i stared at the close proximity. what is he doing?

why is my heart beating so fast?

"i need you to listen," his breath fanned over my face.

i gulped and nodded hesitantly.

he studied my face before slowly letting go. i sat there, unable to move.

i missed him.

he got a book out from a bag i didn't even notice.

he tossed it to me.

i clumsily grabbed it and stared at him.

he grabbed my face and, kissed me. he kissed me. as in, our lips touched. what the heck?

i felt like someone froze time as i sat there, still shocked.

he caressed my face and got up. he smiled sadly at me and left.

"see you later," he said, without turning back.

what just happened?

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a/n

i had a science fair today and i was being attacked by a bunch of kids it was WiLd.

anyway, i also had an injection on the very same day after being attacked by kids. wow, what a great day.

tata