On the outside he will fake a smile but, as soon as he goes home he breaks down. No one will be able to tell what he's feeling. His ex's have done nothing but, torture him by playing him. Zahra, out of all of them was by far the worst. Seth was broken. He'll never love again, never trust another women with his heart.
"Hey, Seth" Sasha cheers as she runs to catch up to him. He comes to a halt to wait for her.
"Hey, Sasha" he smiles while looking down at her. He wraps her into a hug.
"Wanna come to a club with me?" She questioned a little nervous to meet his gaze."Um, just us two?" He asked nervously since he hasn't been out with any girls since, Zahra.
"If that's alright?" Sasha said but, it sounded more like a question.
"Yeah, what time" Seth said with a happy tone in his voice.
"8 I'll come to your locker room?" She locked down blushing for absouletly no reason.
"Knock first, you never know what Roman is doing in there" he crackles while turning to leave.
"Bye Sethie" she smiles. "Bye Bossy" he smiles back and leaves.
Seth hasn't actually smiled with a girl since Zahra and what she did to him. She broke him. She didn't care about him like she said she did.
All the memories flood back to him and his smile faded away. He walked away with a low head.
"What's wrong?" Roman said as he saw Seth face all the way from down the hall.
"These fucking memories of her, of how trusting a women is something you should never do. No one knows what I've been through expect you of course!" Seth says still frowning at the floor he hadn't realized what he just said, he let the words flood from his mouth.
"Oh Seth, you gotta forget her, move on. There are plenty of GOOD women out there, that are trustworthy you just gotta look" Roman says as he places his hand on Seth's shoulder.
"Thanks man!" Seth says with a sad smile. He continues down the hall to prepare for his match against his real life friend, Finn Balor.
Seth's mindset going into this match was definitely not 100%. This was one of those matches that Vince didn't care who the winner was.
Seth's match was bout 10 mins with Finn picking up the win. Although Seth didn't care, Sasha did, she saw something was wrong and she wanted to fix it.
"Seth, are you okay?" Sasha says as she comes to a halt. She stares into his cloudy eyes and couldn't detect what he was feeling.
"Perfectly fine, we still on for tonight" he asks kind of concerned. Seth was definitely not the same.
Sasha grabbed his hand and watched his expression change from calm and not caring to total panic. He pulled his hand back.
"Um, Sasha, uh, I'll see you in 10 uh, minutes" he spits out before he left. Sasha had no idea what had happened to her friend that once was happy. In fact the one that kept her happy.
Sasha carried her bags to her car and wait for Seth. He came shortly after and loaded his bags as well.
"How far is the bar?" He asks because he hates car rides and Sasha knowing that picked a small bar about 10 mins away.
"10 minutes" she simply replied as she pulled out of the parking lot. The car ride was silent for Seth it was a comfortable silence but, for Sasha is was really awkward. She sighed with relief as she finally made it to the bar.
She told Seth to sit at a table while she bought the drinks. She bought a beer and a Rum and coke. She drank her Rum and coke and decided to use the bathroom. That gave Seth enough time to think about his past. He got up from the tab and bought 12 shots of tequila, he downed 8 of them before Sasha came back. She came back and saw a drunk Seth.
"Really? Couldn't wait until I got back?" She laughs but soon stops as she sees Seth's facial expressions he was genuinely sad. Although she drank one drink she was far from drunk. She lifted Seth from his chair and placed her arm around her shoulder and guided him out of the bar. She opened the car door and put him inside. Then went to her side and sat down.
"Sasha?" His words slur from his mouth.
"Yeah?" She says concerned about what he had to say.
"I bet your wondering why I'm drunk. It's because of her" he pauses. "She did this to me!" He pauses again. "Wanna know what I'm talking about?" He asks finally looking at Sasha. "S-" "Of course you do" he says as he puts his finger on her lips telling her to shush.
Flashback.
Seth was walking with a bouquet of roses back to his hotel room where he would see his fiance for the first time in months. He was excited.
He opened the door to see her kissing another man. "What are you doing?" Seth screamed as he dropped the roses.
"What Ive been doing since I started dating you. Did you really think I like you? I mean, your Seth rollins and your rich! So of course I'd just want your money!" She spits at him with absolutely no emotion.
"Why!? Why me!? I did nothing but, love you!" He pauses so he won't shed a tear in front of her. He blinks and it just starts flowing. "Please! Please just leave!" He screams sadly.
She grabs her things and leaves. About a week later Seth's phone blows up with notifications. He finally looks and it nothing that he thought it would be.
His nudes, the one thing he thought she would never do to him. She did it but, it didn't stop there she leaked ther messages, his phone number, his address, his mom's number, his social security number everything. Everything was everywhere, he had to start fresh, he needed a new house, new number, he needed to call his mom, he needed to contact a lawyer. She ruined his reputation; even spreading rumors about him cheating on her! The hate just kept on coming. That's when he cut off everyone. He talked to no one, no one knew his new number but his mom, his address was now a secret, he lost a lot of money to the government for having to fix the social security problems.
End of flashback.
"She hadn't only ruined Seth Rollins, she ruined Colby Lopez" He said as he cried in Sasha's car. She didn't even know what to say. She felt his pain, she wanted to cry with him but she couldn't.
She drove back to the hotel and booked Seth a room. She dropped him off at the room where he passed out right away. She wrote a note "Sasha left you here! Hope you have a nice rest!" She leaves the note there with some water and Advil knowing the pain that will come about shortly.
She walked to her room which was right in front of his room. She took of her make up and was getting ready. She starred at herself in the mirror.
"I vow. I vow to make sure Seth never goes through any of that again, I vow to be his savior in any problems he will face. I vow to never leave his side no matter how hard he tries to push me away. I vow to make sure he's happy. I vow to make Seth Rollins the man he was before" and with that she went straight to bed.1303 words.
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FanficHe's broken what can she do to fix it? She doesn't know yet but she'll do anything to try! SESHA BALLINS