June 10,
We had a fight.
I don't really know what to think of it. Like, we've had our small disagreements before but this one. This one was different.
It was full of clenched fists and jaws, yelling and screaming, and a bunch of words neither of us meant.
God, we were both just so mad. I didn't mean anything I said, I hope he didn't either. We both said some things that cut deep. I don't think either of us know what we we're fighting over.
It ended with him saying the last word. I hate the fact that he got the last word but I just couldn't be near him anymore, I had to leave. So I simply stormed out of there.
He tried to stop me, hell he even beat me to the door. I would've climbed out the window if I had to and he knew that. I just stared at him right in the eyes until he moved out of the way. It took a couple of minutes of course, but he got the message.
I can only wonder if he's thinking about the fight just as much as I am, cause if he is, then he must regret tonight too.
Today was the day I got in a terrible fight with Zayn Malik.
Zayn didn't have much to think of that night. It was just one huge, big mistake. So Zayn wasted no time turning to the next page.
June 11,
God dammit, the boy won't leave me alone.
A/N
ugh i was finally able to update. Today was crazy.
I heard a rattle snake. And I was alone. And the people i was with were in a river and went down it very far away. I couldve died. And did i mention is was 100°F? Well it was. ew.
