August 15,
Everything seems to be taking a turn.
And not just any turn, a turn for the worst. Its flipping a god damn U turn. I really just don't know what to do anymore.
Lately, Zayn and I have been getting into more fights and more arguments and disagreeing on more things. It's not that we don't love each other, we do. We've both made that very clear but, who knew a relationship would become so hard?
There are still a lot of times where our relationship is how it was when we first started dating, all sugar and happiness. But now, a cold bitterness has been added.
Zayn still has helped me and made me smile and still does but all the arguments really start to weigh down.
We haven't exactly gotten to the point where we've regretted something we said, something that cut far too deep into the other person. Or not yet anyways.
I just want everything to be okay again.
Today was the day everything started to go bad.
Zayn let out a deep sigh. He knew what was coming. He hated living back into those memories of all the fighting. It was true, they still both loved each other with every fiber of their being but it was getting rough for both of them. It truly was not one of their shining moments.
August 31,
I haven't talked to him for three days.
A/N
guysssss pages is nearing the endddd
