August 31,
I haven't talked to him for three days.
It's not that I don't want to, I do. Its just, I feel so distanced from him. And the fighting has just gotten worse. Not too much different, just noticeably different.
I don't know how much longer either of us can keep this up. As much as I hate to say it, I think that its going to end soon.
God, it feels like just yesterday I was meeting him. I was in that library that my therapist forced me to go to.
I still hate books.
But not completely. Because they lead me to him. But now, nothing seems to be going good anymore.
But I still love him. I think he still loves me. I think our love is too strong for us to just stop loving each other.
I just feel like this relationship isn't how a normal one is. I feel like its just hanging by a thread now. There's not much helping us hold on besides our love for each other.
There's really not much more to say than that. I wish there was, but there's not.
Today was the day I realized... actually, I'm not sure there's anything to realize.
This practically ripped Zayn's heart out of his chest. He knew what was coming, he didn't like it. But he also knew how damaged their relationship was. Of course Zayn still loves Juliet, but over time a relationship like theirs was a bit hard to maintain. After that day though, the two were talking again. But that was to only postpone what was really happening.
With his heart being torn right out of his chest, Zayn turned to the next page, instantly regretting it when he read something as simple as the date.
September 16,
We broke up.
A/N
yea ok writing this really hurt me so like youre not the only one
sorry about the ending
