March 26,
It finally happened.
Zayn finally took me on a date. Like a real date. It was great too.
He kept it real simple, we didn't go anywhere fancy which I was so thankful for, and we just hung out and talked like usual. But when the date ended, he kissed me. He really did it. I wasn't sure if he was at the end of the date but then he did.
God it was amazing. I'm head over heels right now. I dont think Ive ever been so happy in years. I don't know what i should think about it either. Every time I've gotten attached to someone, it always ends.
Part of me is terrified of falling in love with Zayn, but another part of me only wants that to happen. I should keep my distance from him if I don't want to fall in love, but I should stay close to anything that makes me happy.
I don't think i could keep my distance from Zayn even if i tried. I think I'm okay with that.
Today was the day Zayn Malik finally took me out on a date.
Boy, was Zayn glad she had a good time on the date. He was terrified the whole night she'd hate it and never talk to him again.
Zayn set the journal down thinking he'd stop reading it for the night only to pick it up minute later and open it up to the next entry.
May 1,
I don't think I've ever been so happy in my life.
