I'm sorry that I'm useless. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry I can't do anything right. I know I'm awful and I'm sorry. I'm trying to change I swear. I just keep making things worse. I don't deserve friends. I'll just end up hurting people anyway. I haven't felt like this in a while. It still sucks. The feeling that maybe the world would be a better place if you weren't in it. It really has been a while. I usually don't want to die, most of the time i'm just sad but that's okay. No one really cares anyway. I'm not gonna do it though i'm too much of a pussy for that. I'm just gonna sit here alone and wish i could. I can't.
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life n' such
Aléatoirethis started out as just kinda a place to put random thoughts when i was bored or feeling really hipster but now it's sort of an online journal type thing because i guess i just needed someone to talk to please excuse grammar, spelling etc. this is...
