life n' such

fuckboy

i really like this boy but as the title so graciously states he's sort of a fuckboy. rip me. i don't even think he realizes he's a fuckboy which is honestly the worst kind of fuckboy because fuckboys who know theyre fuckboys are really obvious and you know what you're getting into. with this boy, you don't know until you're in too deep to back out. problem is, i'm sort of already in too deep. we have a sort of thing going but he gets tired of girls really quickly and doesn't do commitment at all. it hasn't been very long but i can tell he's getting bored which, ya know, sucks a lil bit because, as previously stated i really like him. this is all my own fault because i knew all of this going in (he's done this to me and ppl i know before lol) it's just he's so cool and funny and nice and a really good kisser tbh and like i really wanted to think that this time would be different for some reason but i knew it wouldn't be. i shouldn't really be complaining tho bc the boy i like likes me back and that's literal life goals for a lot of teenage girls. so imma enjoy this as long as i can (not very long lmao oops) i'm betting on a week and a half total. we'll see !