Letters To Hoseok

Chapter Ten; Lily

(Edited.)

Today was the day. The day Lily had marked on her calendar for several months now. The day where she would finally get to meet Hoseok at the fanmeet.

She couldn't believe it!

She also couldn't believe she met Hoseok at a nearby Wendy's. That moment felt so unreal to her, she didn't even see him at first. She mentally bashed herself several times over for being awkward when she saw him. Hopefully he didn't remember her.

Lily felt slightly tired and drained, she could hardly sleep last night due to her feeling awkward about what happened at Wendy's the other day and the excitement of finally meeting Hoseok. She would take a nap, but she had to leave in an hour and she was afraid she wouldn't wake up.

Instead, Lily spent the time picking out an outfit and styling her short hair into a half updo (the only hair style she could really do). She found herself shifting through the small amount of makeup that she had. She wanted to look well put together, unlike yesterday when she was wearing her baggy work clothes. Lily never really wore makeup since her skin was a bit sensitive to the products she bought and she didn't want to spend time looking for makeup that didn't make her skin act up.

"A few hours won't be too bad, a little make up shouldn't hurt that much either." Lily said, holding up a bottle of concealer. She was only really putting it under her eyes and any spots. Her skin wasn't perfect but for the most part it was an even tone so she never really found the need to use foundation.

Lily quickly finished getting ready and looked at the time. She didn't need to leave yet, she already planned for a bit of time to pick out a present for Hoseok and maybe the other members too.

She started gathering her things. Her ticket, wallet and a small backpack to put everything in. She picked up her fish bowl, "I wish you could come with me," she said to Ms. Gold the Third. "Hoseok would be happy to see you."

Lily put the fish down and started heading out of her room but she got distracted by her image reflecting on her full length mirror. She wondered for a moment about who Hoseok was expecting.

Maybe he was expecting someone tall and beautiful. Maybe he was expecting someone small and cute. Maybe he would be utterly shocked when he saw her, she could be 100% not who he was expecting. Lily didn't know how to feel about that, to some degree she was afraid to admit who she was to Hoseok.

Lily took a deep breath giving herself a once over. She told herself that Hoseok wouldn't care about how she looked. She told herself that multiple times until it was firmly cemented. She headed out of her room, it was time to meet him.

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Lily nervously sat with a bag of gifts at her feet, she had already signed in. She was number 98 out of 100 people. She would be one of the last ones, that made her nervous, extremely nervous. She didn't know why though.

Maybe there happened to be another girl named Lily, who happened to speak Korean and who also happened to be going to this exact fan meet. Lily looked around carefully to see if anyone else waiting to take their seats looked like a Lily.

She breathed in deeply. Maybe by the time she got up there, Hoseok would of given up hope and thought that either she didn't come or that she sold her ticket. She started biting her fingernails but quickly pulled them out of her mouth when people were being let into the venue.

It wasn't hard to find her seat, mainly cause it was way in the back. She pouted as she sat down, she wasn't going to get a very good view since she was so far away from the table BTS would be sitting at. Plus, there was going to be so many heads and cameras between her vision and whatever would be happening on stage. Well, at least she was there. She saw on Twitter that getting a ticket for this was like winning the lottery.