Mixed feelings

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(Zoe)
"Ivan....?" I asked. He was asleep. His blond hair covered his eyelids as he chest went up and down. I kissed his nose.
He groaned.
"Morning princess...." he murmured. I smiled at him as he fixed his hair a bit.

"How's the kid...?" Ivan asked, slowly turning towards me. "I mean I didn't throw up yet so....it's doing fine." I chuckled softly. 


"So do you know the gender yet?" Bianca had asked. "I want it a secret honestly. He's hoping for a girl. I want a boy. I just don't want this pressure, you know..?" I asked. She nods.

"I know what you mean sis. And good luck on the kid." Bianca smiled, walking away afterwards.


"Hey..." a voice cooed. "Ivy....a few more minutes...." I complained. He slid into the bed and hugged me so.
"I don't care if it's a boy or girl. As long as you're fine then....I'm happy." Ivan smiled softly.
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(Nathan)
(For the first time in forever!!)

I looked at my brother.

He looked at me.

We were at the lake watching the girls run around and their boyfriends drinking beer for fun.

"Who do you think is the cutest? I'm going for the succubus." Ethan nudged me.

"I'm going for the dude with red gelled hair. The one with sunglasses. He has a cool shoulder tattoo." I spoke.

"I said girl. Not guy." Ethan said, turning over to me.

I slipped my hand under my tank top strap and sighed.

"So what if I'm gay? I like boys ok! Our fathers are gay and yet they don't care! I look like a mother fucking model and yet I'm gay! OMG you're so hot! Omg can I feel your arms?! No! I just want a nice guy to date me for who I am!" I yelled.

Ethan looked away and onto his phone.

"Hey Matt? Yeah this is Ethan. I wanted to know if you'd go on a blind date with my bro." He spoke.

A pause.

"Yeah. The hot one." He sighed, rolling his eyes afterwards.

A long pause.

"Just come to the lake in a few. We're here already. And bring Michelle." Ethan smiled.

A regular pause.

"Alright dude. See ya." Ethan smiled, ending the call afterwards.

I looked at him with a red face.

"What? Don't worry he's a nice guy." Ethan winked.

"Holy mother of god I'm going on my first date as an official gay person." I said in awe.

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