Judwaa

30. 'Insights'

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Dev and Samaira spent the day attending regular client meetings and keeping up with the office schedule. Samaira enjoyed just being with him after so many days. Dev flashed smiles every so often at her, but for some odd reason resisted getting too close to her. Samaira was content getting his attention and laid back attitude in exchange.

After lunch, Dev walked back to his office, but stopped at Samaira's cabin, "Hey So....sorry Samaira! Can we meet at our usual place after work?"

Samaira gave him a puzzled look, "sssure," she did not realize that the Bowling Alley and Video Arcade was 'their usual meeting place.' Dev was of course dying to spend time with her at the beach house. He thought they would both be relaxed when they were all alone at the beach house, unlike their professional demeanor at work. They would both be themselves there, could spend time singing and relaxing in each other's arms.

So, after work, Dev landed up at the beach house, all excited to meet Samaira there. He was starving and was sure she would cook a delicious meal for him as she usually did.

He waited around for her, played the guitar, relaxed in the hammock, sat on the bed where they had made love the other day and closed his eyes as he thought of those beautiful moments. He fell asleep on the bed and dreamt that they were both running on the beach, chasing each other. She was running ahead of him and he yelled, "Sonakshi!" behind her. He got up with a startle as he said that name and looked around; he was still all alone, the humming of the fan and the gentle waves hitting the beach, the only noises in the background, "OH GOD! Main abhi bhi usse Sonakshi kyon bolta rehta hoon.....damn it she is Samaira....not Sonakshi!"

He walked to the music room and started strumming the guitar, notes and lyrics just flowed from his mouth as he thought about her....

Tanhaai, Tanhaai
Dil Ke Raaste Mein Kaisi Thokar Maine Khaayi
Toote Khwaab Saare, Ek Maayusi Hai Chhaayi
Har Khushi So Gayi, Zindagi Kho Gayi
Tumko Jo Pyaar Kiya Maine To Sazaa Main Paayi
Tanhaai, Tanhaai, Milo Hai Phaili Hui Tanhaai
Tanhaai, Tanhaai, Milo Hai Phaili Hui Tanhaai
Khwaab Mein Dekha Tha Ek Aanchal
Maine Apne Haathon Mein
Ab Toote Sapnon Ke Shishe
Chubte Hai In Aankhon Mein

Khwaab Mein Dekha Tha Ek Aanchal
Maine Apne Haathon Mein
Ab Toote Sapnon Ke Shishe
Chubte Hai In Aankhon Mein
Kal Koi Tha Yahin, Ab Koi Bhi Nahin
Banke Naagin Jaise Hai Saanson Mein Laheraayi
Tanhaai, Tanhaai, Palkon Pe Kitne Aansu Hai Laayi
Tanhaai, Tanhaai, Palkon Pe Kitne Aansu Hai Laayi

Dev's tears rolled down as his heart cried for his beloved.

Miles away, aboard a train on her journey to Lucknow, Sonakshi fell asleep with the rocking motion of the train. She dreamt Dev and her were at the beach house once again. Sonakshi was standing on a counter top, trying to reach for something from a kitchen shelf. As she stood on her tip toes, she lost her balance and before she could fall off the counter, Dev grabbed her in his arms. She screamed, "Dev!" in horror- Sonakshi woke up with a jolt and looked around- she was still in the train, there was no beach house.....no Dev.

Sonakshi had tears in her eyes; she felt even guiltier after the dream. Until now, Sonakshi had found a little comfort in the fact that she had always seen her Rehaan in Dev- Rehaan who was crazy about her and not anyone else, but then why did she see Dev in her dream today? She had unknowingly come close to Dev, but now when she knew the truth, why was her heart craving for Dev? It was as though her heart no longer saw the difference between the two. Sonakshi got up from her seat and walked towards the door of the compartment. She pulled the door open and stood at the steps of the door. The train was traveling at lightening speed. Sonakshi felt a little dizzy on the steps as the speeding train made her a little unsteady; she grasped the hand rails on the side tightly to support herself. She stared at her hands on the rail and thought, "agar aaj main yahan se apna haath hata dun toh shayad mujhe meri galti ki punishment mil jaye," she almost pulled her hand away and closed her eyes as she prayed that she be absorbed by the tracks under the train, but some unknown force stopped her from committing the horrible mistake.