Mah Random Oneshots. UrielectricFire

Tord's inky black ending

Tord's pov )

I watched the other two leave the house, as I was glued to the couch. I couldn't move. I couldn't anything. The room grew longer, my friends fading out of view, leaving edd with me. Matt and Tom were leaving to go to the store. Matt looked at me, giving me a small smile. "We'll be back soon, Tord.. I'll try to get you something.. you two play nice." he said, laughing, making Edd smile. I stared at them with a blank stare. Matt shrugged, fixing his hair, looking at me one last time, as he closed the door, I suddenly broke down, burying my face in my hands, quietly sobbing to not let edd hear me, me leaning against the wall in the hallway, somewhat hiding behind the wall, the tv casting a bright light into the dark hallway.

   My throat suddenly closed itself up, it felt horrible, but I let it happen, hoping it would suffocate me somehow. Edd was still sitting on the ground in front of the big screen Tv, shuffling the movies we had available, like playing cards. He turned around looking at me, making me quickly wipe my face. He stared for a moment before holding up the movies, grinning. That stupid man. How can he give me that goofy grin? Can he tell im not in the mood?! His grin.. I just wanna rip it off and-
"So... what do you wanna watch?" He asked, interjecting into my thoughts with his giddy voice. My face flared.
"I don't wanna watch any stupid movies! I've seen em' all!" I yelled, in rage at his stupidity. The tightness got worse. He stared at me.
".....s-sorry.." he whimpered. I rolled my eyes, and stood up, storming to the kitchen, to grab a drink. I heard Edd inject a movie into the DVD player, and flop on the couch.

   It was silent for a minute between us, only the sound of the opening credits for the movie were heard, before he spoke again.
"You know you don't have to pout, Tord. You're not alone. Snap out of it." He said. That was it. I felt like he had thrown a knife at me, it stabbing me. I dropped the glass I had, it shattered all over my bare feet. I didn't feel it, watching it cut deep into my foot. I saw Edd rush in, looking up at me, seeing my unamused face. He yelled indistinctly, him going to grab a broom. I looked back down at my feet, seeing one of them basically split in half, bleeding everywhere. A loud buzzing suddenly took place in my mind, droning out any sound I had a chance of hearing anymore. I suddenly grinned a little bit for no reason. Automatically, I kneeled down in the glass, pushing my hands into the blades of each little sliver of irony on the fine tile floor. My slight grin turned into a huge grin, and I suddenly started laughing, my laughing turning into hard heaves of pain and joy in one exclamation.
 
   The pain felt so good, yet so overbearingly wrong. The world went black and white, then started spinning. After that, darkness, and a feverish feeling overcame me before it all worsened, the buzzing got louder, pounding my head, the pain suddenly made me feel, making my legs give out underneath me. my eyes closed, making my head hit the hard, ground of the kitchen, before everything cut off, making me realize, I was dying..

(Omg. Well.. Nice, Emma. I know exactly how depression, and anxiety feels. At this moment i feel like doing just that..So I tried.. and stay tuned my Wattians)