Mah Random Oneshots. UrielectricFire

Tord Larrsson x reader. If i ever come back..

Have you ever known the feeling of pure power, and dominance? I'm not new to the feeling, but it's straying more and more from the point where I can say it's a familiar feeling... But it's all coming back to me now.. Because of the fact I've come face to face with the presences I've forced from my world. My old friends..

Present;

I stared into the eyes of my mortal enemy. Tom stared back with so much hatred, you'd think he was going to tear you apart in a moment's notice. Edd and Matt didn't even notice this gut wrenching dislike us two shared, while they shared smiles as full as they could be with happiness, and came to greet me. I shot them fake smiles. Oh how I hated these beings.. But it's not quite time to bring out the big guns just yet. I saw a flash of F/C in the background, and went to investigate further, pushing the three men in front of me to the side, allowing myself to pass.

Walking down the hallway, I saw the same bright light, as if something was being reflected. I turned the corner coming face to face with the female I had convinced myself to have forgotten about long ago. She stared back at me. "I recall telling you to get lost.." She growled, holding a piece of metal tightly in her hands, as if she was hiding it from my view.
"And i recall doing just that." I muttered, focusing on her hands. walking closer, her glare got tighter and now her mouth had turned Into a grimace.

I cocked my head slightly, motioning toward her hands, with maimed curiosity. "Is that my badge?" I asked, sighing. Her anger that had been splayed on her face moments before, suddenly faltered for a moment at this question, before the shields went back up as fast as they left.
"Ah- I... No!" She muttered, anger rising again. "I never wanted to see your betraying Norwegian face again.." She said. I sighed.
"Well why not?" I asked, frustrated. She stared at me in disbelief. "Seriously? You don't remember trying to wipe me and the guys off the face of the earth? Guess it's just a part if your normal daily life, right?" She grumbled sadly. I felt a pang of guilt enter my mind, threatening to bring back the horrible memories.

I looked away, eyes stinging. "Look, I'm sorr-" she looked up at me, tears making trails down her perfect skin, falling on her red tank top, making dark circles where they landed delicately. Instinctively, my hand outstretched to caress her face, ridding it of her tears with my thumb. She looked up at me, a slight scowl only present now. "I'm sorry.." I finished, feeling like it was barely audible. She looked down again, sighing.
"Why?" She breathed out gasping for breath. I looked at her, but then suddenly got the urge that I could no longer look at her comfortably anymore without guilt.

"I... I guess I just wanted Everyone to fear me.. I've always been bullied for having heterochromia.. the horns. I just.. thought it was a good idea, clinging onto it as if it was the best option. The only-" I couldn't hold onto my emotions anymore, looking down as I cried, gasping for breath heavily, falling to the floor, landing on my tired knees. "I-i.. I'm s-sorr-sorry.." I exhaled through my desperate breaths. The thought kept slapping me in the face that I'm the Red leader for heavens sake! I just came back from a war! And I'm helplessly on the floor of the house that shelters those I have heartlessly hurt, crying like a child.

My hand had slipped off her cheek, and clung to her shirt on her stomach like a lost child. She stayed silent for a moment, before kneeling down, my hand losing grip and falling to the floor between us with a hollow thud. The hallway was filled with only my loud, gasping sobs. "Y-you have the b-best right to hate m-me.." I muttered. I wasn't expecting what came next. Two arms, slapped around my shoulders, clinging to me helplessly.
"You're okay.." She whispered, still having a slight crack to her voice from her crying.

Her hand slid its way up my nape, into my hair, combing it through her fingers. "H-hey.." She cooed. I looked up at her, feeling totally helpless and weak. I looked into her deep, E/C eyes, now feeling safer. "As long as you feel bad about it, and you won't even think of doing it again is all that matters. We can fix this as long as it takes. You can make us trust you again. Lower our barriers." She said in a soft whisper into my right ear. I lowered my head more, wiping my eyes, and nodding a bit. She smiled at me, but still had a firm look on her face. Her eyes now slowly wandered upward, and she smiled a little bit. I sat up more, turning around to see the three others standing there. Tom looked down at me, raising an eyebrow.
"You guys having a moment here? Did we interrupt somethin'?" He teased. I sighed angrily, standing up as I leaned on the wall groaning, turning my face from the other three as to not let them know I was crying, deeply hoping they weren't there when the crying took place. As I turned to look back at the female in front of me, I sighed shakily.

"I..guess I should leave." I muttered sadly. Y/N's face fell and she looked down to the metal in her hand. When she looked at me, she nodded.
"If you must... I'll walk you out." I nodded, pulling my hoodie tighter around my body. Turning around to walk back to the door, Tom still stood in my way, smirking. I looked at him staying silent, really not feeling like dealing with him and his crap. He got the message, moving out of the way, putting a motioning arm out.
"After you." He grinned in a mocking way. I rolled my eyes, walking past silently. Once I got to the door, I looked over my shoulder, seeing the female trailing behind me.

As I opened the front door, I sighed, before proceeding outside. I sped my walk, looking down at my feet, and stuffing my hands into my pockets. I heard quick footsteps behind me, and an arm brushing up against mine, as Y/N walked up beside me, looking up at me. "Do you live here?" She asked. I stayed silent for a moment, before replying.
"I got a hotel room for myself, hoping I could move back in with you guys.. But I botched things up a little bit too bad I guess.." I muttered. She walked alongside me, balancing on the edge of the sidewalk, and letting out a soft sigh.
"No you didn't. They just dont know how to forgive.. especially Tom." She said. I looked over at her before looking forward again.
"I thought you were walking me out..? Not walking me home." I said. She nodded.
"So I did, but I figured I might as well know where you're staying, so I could come visit." She explained. I stayed quiet, not wanting to tell her I was leaving the next day, due to my failed plans to apologize.
"Okay.. Literally, five minutes ago you hated me." I subconsciously said, confusion ebbing at my mind.

She now straightened up, moving against me as she got off the curb, making me stiffen up. Her hand dug into her pocket. When it came out, it was wrapped around something. She stepped in front of me, I took a moment to stop almost making her hit up against my chest. I looked down at her, giving her a questioning look. "What are you-" she cut me off, poking something into my shirt. A pin like object, once she pulled back her hands, I noticed it was my badge. The once-golden surface of it bore years worth of age and contact, now being more silver than grey, small streaks of gold still settling around the outside rim and around the letters. I remember when I left last time, it looked perfect, and new. But it had only been two years since I last left.

She must have missed me a lot, because of the fading, meaning she probably held it or did a lot with it quite often. Curiously, i kept studying the hexagonal shape. In deep, black bold lettering it read; Red Leader. I looked up at her, giving her a soft smile. "What's this for? I thought I gave up on being Red Leader." I teased. She smiled softly.
"Yes.. but this is yours.." She smiled. I looked back down at it.
"I don't think I need it anymore.. I'm not mad at anyone anymore." I said. She cocked her head. "What about Tom?"
I shrugged. "I think nothing's going to change. If I try to overtake him again, it's just going to get worse.." I said simply. She smiled a bit.
"Yeah.. I suppose." At this, she moved out of my way, and we walked down the sidewalk quietly.

"Although, I still am mad at you for trying to kill everyone.." She said. I looked at her.
"I thought we worked that out.." I said smiling softly. She chuckled.
"We did, but if you try that ever again, you're going to be wiped off the face of the earth, no mistake." She said cheerily, but somehow it still sent a freezing shiver down my spine.
"A-alright.." I turned to look at her, before walking to the tall hotel in front of us. "Natt." I said waving a bit before walking away, blushing. I saw her shadow linger on the sidewalk under the street lamp. "Damn.. She's scarier now than she ever has been."