𝐩𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬

episode 9 rants + a/n ✪

⚠ WARNING: THIS IS AN EPISODE RANT BC IM SO HYPED UP. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH MY CRAP YOU CAN GO ON AND JUST IGNORE ME HEHEHE LOVE YOU FAM YOU'RE ALL LIT 💐

Since my finals are done, I finally finished idol producer's episode 9 and could I just say one thing

THIS IS BY FAR MY MOST FAVORITE EPISODE AND I LOVED THE PERFORMANCES PLUS ALL THE GROUP'S BOND AND FRIENDSHIP HERE IS REALLY GREAT 💖

So can I ask, what's your favorite performance?

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FIREWALKING?

lin yanjun actually wrecked me in this performance pLUUUS MY BBY HAMSTER'S VOCALS WERE SO GREAT I HAD TO REPEAT HIS PART OVER AND OVER AND NONGNONG OMGJSH IM SO HAPPY THAT HE'S FINALLY OKAY AND THEIR VOCALS HERE ARE SO LIT ESP DIDI!!!! AND SHOULD I EVEN MENTION THE DANCE UGH LIN CHAOZE YOU WIN AT LIFE THIS ONE IS MY FAVORITE CHOREO and ofc!!! Let's nOT FORGET YU MINGJUN AND MU ZIYANG WHO WALKED THROUGH FIRE AND NAILED THIS SONG 🔥🔥🔥

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DREAM?

imagine a group that has all your bias in it, THIS ONE! THIS ONE IS TRULY A DREAM TEAM GAAAH DREAM KILLED ME WITH THEIR PERFORMANCE ISTG. 4 YUEHUA TRAINEES IN ONE TEAM????? HOW DID I EVEN MANAGE TO STAY ALIVE THROUGH THAT,,,, AND HUBA!!!! HUBA YOU'RE THE BEST WITH MAGICS AND IM SO SHOOKT WHEN YOU DID THAT THING WITH THE HANDKERCHIEF AND YANCHEN MY BABY, OUR LITTLE SUNFLOWER 🌻 i'd also like to CONGRATULATE HAOHAO FOR KEEPING UP WITH HIS GEGES, you're improving well son! 🤗

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I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER?

one thing i love most about singers is their ability to catch the high notes and when ppl siNG LIKE THAT I GET REALLY WEAK IN THE KNEES AND CAN ANYONE TELL ME WAS THAT HAN MUBO'S HIGH NOTES???? Ugh how can i choose 9 if they're all so talented like this?!!!! EVERYONE IN THIS GROUP DID GREAT ZHANGJING, WENJUN, JEFFREY, ZHOU RUI, YANG FEITONG (istg this boy's singing will be the death of me) AND ESP ZIYI!!! WHO CHALLENGED SINGING EVEN THOUGH HE'S A GODDAMN PROFESSIONAL RAPPER 😎

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BOOM BOOM BOOM?

dong yanlei's brothers!!!! HAHAHA I WAS WHEEZING SO HARD BECAUSE THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW YUE YUE DRESSED LIKE THAT, IS IT JUST ME??? AnywhoOoo, lu dinghao is my sunshine here!!! Keep that smile of yours bub and never let someone take it away 🌞 although i feel so sad because they got the lowest votes and the gap between the 4th is big. BUT STILL!!!! YOU WORKED HARD DONGDONG, LOU ZIBO, LUO ZHENG, LI RANG AND MY LIL MINION XINCHUN ⭐

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LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY?

the crowd was all going cai xukun! cai xukun! cai xukun! BUT I ONLY HAVE ONE THING TO SCREAM FUCK ZHENG RUIBIN WHY AREN'T YOU IN THE TOP 9? I know you sometimes feel restless but always remember to be confident!!! You have talent son, istg. I got nervous when i saw Bu Fan cry but I'm so happy that this team received good results!!! YOU DIDN'T LET YUNYI DOWN 💙 pluuus thEIR STAGE WAS LIT TOO ESP THE POSE THEY DID HAHA QIN FEN YOU'RE SUCH AN OTAKU soooOo yES KUNKUN DID WELL (there's no question in that), XIAO GUI, SHENGEN AND HEAVENS MY NEWLY DISCOVERED BIAS LI XIKAN, YOU ALL DID GREAT!!! 💞

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If you seriously read everything from the start, then I apologize for wasting your time 😂 nah, just kidding. I'm just so happy right now and none of my friends are watching idol producer so I have no one to rant to, poor me 😞

I'm still nervous about Justin and Xukun's rankings too, I think I might spoil myself tonight???? Irdk

episode 10 will be the death of me seriously, 20 trainees are gonna survive but i have like 20+ biases in this show. See this is why i don't like watching survival shows because it's making me an emotional wreck but i still do anyway

Okay, regarding my updates with this book, THANK YOU FOR 29K BTW 💜💜💜

I'll updated maybe tomorrow or on sunday. I still haven't finish writing the next chap yet but this is gonna end soon aww I've had great memories writing this book 💟