Breakin Me Lovin Me

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Morning babes, how was your week? I'd rather hear your weekend story than mine, but here you go.

"Wake yo ass up, bitch!" Lamonte shouted from outside my room.

Did I tell you I like to talk back? I got a smart mouth and I can't control it. What I think comes straight out my mouth without me thinking about the outcome.

"Nigga who you talking to!?"

My door is locked by the way. I ALWAYS keep it locked. I sometimes forget and I pay the consequences.

"Bitch, when I get my hands on y--!"

"You what? Gon' hit me? Been there and done that, honey!"

"Alright, when I catch you it's over! And dinner better be ready when I come home!" His voice becoming distant with every word spoken.

"Heard it before and I'm still here talking to yo ugly ass." I say under my breath.

So you finally get to see a piece of my life. How's you're life going? Great? Good. Like the sound of that.

I sit there for like an hour. I know his schedule by heart. He wakes up at 7 in the morning for work then comes back around 3 in the morning drunk. He has the same boring ass routine.

I wait another 30 minutes before I know he actually left. I head downstairs and make myself some pancakes, bacon, and sausage. I can cook, I've had to learn since all this shit started. Surprisingly, he always has the fridge stocked up.

I finished cooking and my plate was full of food and there were some leftovers for later. I sit down at the table and start to smash. I ate every crumb. I wash my dish and head to the living room, and start to watch season 3 episode 5 of teen mom.

I sit there for a while, eating some chips. I've been craving salty snacks for a while. I need some fresh air. It's stuffy ass hell in this house.

I put on some Adidas leggings, the jacket, and the shoes, a black hat. It's starting to get cold but today it's a warm, sunny day.

I grab my phone and my Aldo book bag. I also grab some snacks, fruit, a sandwich, and a water bottle. Gotta eat healthy. I also need to walk, get some exercise in me.

I walk out of the house and lock it. I get in my car and head to the park. You know how the parks have those walking paths for people, well yeah I'm heading there. Lamonte has a tracker underneath my car and places it in different areas throughout the month.

Yes, I've tried driving off but then got caught. That's the day I found out about the tracking device.

I turn up the music which is playing Bruno Mars and Cardi B their newest song Finesse. It's alright in my opinion, it's catchy I'll give you that. My favorite part is when Cardi B says, 'okay okay' that part be cracking me up for some odd reason.

Well, I get there in the next 10 or so minutes. There are some children running down the hill towards the swing set. Parents are sitting and talking about who knows what. There are 2 dogs playing fetch with their owner in the nearby field. I walk to the path and start my walk. I walk for about 40 minutes then I get hungry.

I walk back to the front and you know how there are the tables you can eat at and it has a roof. Yeah, I sit there and eat my whole ham sandwich, my barbeque chips, and my fruit. Which contains strawberries, pieces of bananas and apples, lastly a yogurt cup and some water.

It's been like 25 minutes and I see some kids on the swings and playground. I head over there and sit down on the bench. I watch them and wonder what if I had a baby.?Will it be a boy or a girl? Will they be athletic or more book smart maybe both? Not saying nerdy is bad. I'm nerdy and I got into a good college. So a win-win.