Breakin Me Lovin Me

21

I've been here for a while, he tells me it's only been 4 days but I don't know it feels longer.

He put a bed in here the second day I was here. He got a doctor to check me and I'm free from anything major.

He's been feeding me correctly, hasn't hit me yet which I'm grateful for, and he keeps talking about this special occasion like okay I get it damn!

"Ohhh!!!! Darling!!!" Oh my goodness here he comes.

"What the fuck do you want?"

"Haha ow, that hurts. I see somebody's feisty today."

"Well I'm tired of your voice, sounds like a damn hyena and your damn laugh. I don't even want to get into that." I sigh.

"See your sense of humor is still intact."

"Can we cut to the chase?" I ask.

"And what may that be?" He smiles.

"Why am I really here? How did they not catch you? How'd you find us? Are you going to kill me?"

"Awe question after question after question. I'll let you in on a little secret."

I just sit there.

"I want you dead. Simple as that, then I want your boyfriend dead. Then that little bitch of a baby of yours. It's a girl, correct?"

"How'd you know?"

"I have eyes everywhere, remember darling?. Easy really."

"Just kill me now. I'm done playing your games, cut to the chase."

"No no no I can't. I love to hear you scream in pain. I want to hear you beg for your life, I want to hear all of it!" He laughs.

"You sick, crazy bastard!"

He laughs and continues laughing as he walks out the door.

Once again I'm alone.

With just my thoughts.

I hear a knock at the door.

"Come in." I say.

The door opens and an old woman comes in.

"And you are?"

She doesn't respond.

"Well, I guess you're not the talkative type. So what are you here for?" She doesn't respond again.

She brings a plate of food and walks closer to me and brings another chair, she then sits down and grabs the fork.

"Oh hell naw! He's making you feed me? I don't need a babysitter!"

"Please just do it or he'll beat you."

"And you speak! And of course, I know that. I was with him for years. He beat me! Everyday! I'm not scared of him."

"You should be." She says quietly then she starts to feed me.

"Tell me more." I ask her.

"I've been here for about a year."

"A year? For what?"

"Doesn't matter anymore. My son worked for him and I guess a mission failed so my son tried to run away but that didn't work out so Lamonte took me and now I'm here."

"Where's your son?"

"I don't know." He shrugs.

I feel bad for her, but I need to get out of here.

"Where are we?"

"I don't know."

"You don't know and you've been here for how long?"

"He never lets me outside."

"How about the windows?"

"There's a few but they're bulletproof and they aren't easy to open. I know I've tried."

"Ugh! How about any doors?"

"There's a million doors. Every corner you turn there's at least 5."

"Have you been in all of the rooms?"

"No, some."

"And none of them lead outside or to another door?"

"He keeps them locked and their heavily guarded."

I continue eating.

"Do you have an idea of what's in there?"

"No." She lightly says.

I finish my food and sit there.

"One more question." I tell her.

"Yes?"

"Do you know what my special occasion is?"

"I don't think you want to know."

"Of course I do, that's why I'm asking."

"Not this."

"Try me." I say daringly.

"He uh..."

"Yess...?"

"Wants his friends to come over."

"Okay, what's wrong with that?"

"He wants them over so they can have sex with you. They'll also participate in the games he has for you."

Silence is all you hear.

"Rape?" I say in shock.

"I'm sorry, I can't do anything about it. I can postpone it for a day or so if you want."

I don't speak, is my life really coming to a damn end?

Lovelies, I know I wasn't expecting it either.

Pray for me!❤️🙏🏾