Breakin Me Lovin Me

9

I wake up remembering what happened a week ago and how horrible it was. What would've happened if my baby died? Would I take him to jail or would I kill that son of a bitch?

Definitely the ladder.

I get up and take a shower then I stare at my face. I have bruises here and there. Nothing I'm not used to.

I head into my room and remember that Marcel also didn't want me just because of my age. That's stupid as hell.

But I have to get over it.

Today I have to tell somebody before it gets too bad. I put on some shorts, with a shirt, and some running shoes. I grab my bag and put my essentials in there. I head outside and start my morning walk.

An hour later I'm breathing hard as hell like my ass is about to die from thirst. I continue walking back to my house I'm about 20 minutes away and I see this man walking a pit bull. Let me tell you something that nigga cute ass hell.

By the way, I was talking about the dog.

I walk up to them slow ass hell, my ass is not about to get bit.

"Hi." I say.

"Wassup."

"Can I pet him?"

"Sure."

I bend down and pet him and he starts licking the hell out of my hand.

"He's cute. What's his name?"

"Bandit."

"Awe okay. Well, thanks."

"No problem shorty."

I walk away and continue on home. I finally get there and I'm hungry as hell so I make me some noodles and yes those ramen noodles, they good ass hell.

Once I get done eating. I head to the store to get a pregnancy test. I walk into CVS and find the right aisle.

"Damn these bitches high." I say looking at the prices.

I grab one and head to the checkout line. I wait behind an old man with some flowers in his hands. Probably for his wife.

"Next!"

I walk up and purchase my items and head home. Once I get back I head to the bathroom and just stare at the package. What am I going to do if I'm pregnant?

I take it out of the package and pee on it and sit it on the counter. I walk away and clean the dishes contemplating on my life and the decisions if made that got me here.

I walk back up to the bathroom. Staring at the leaning doom that could change my life. I walk towards it and I peek over and see that it has 2 lines.

I'm pregnant.

I can't believe it. How far a long am I? I can't do this. Wait I must be like 4 months a long. We had sex about 5 months ago.

I sit on the couch and eat while watching Riverdale, this shit is crazy, letting you know it's good I recommend it.

I finally finish and take another shower. Then I lay on my bed and check my notifications. Lamonte usually doesn't let me have any social media but I sneaked it of course. I don't listen to that man unless I have to.

I check Instagram and look at my page and see I haven't posted anything in a while so I get up and head to my mirror and take a body picture showing my small baby bump, it's cute by the way.

I lay in my bed wondering about my life.

Ring Ring Ring

Here we go again. I look at my phone and see it's Candice. Never mind thought it was somebody else.