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Heartache and Lies

A/N: 1) This takes place at Earth. They all know each other but just not in space.
2) there is some cursing sooooooo I have warned you.
3) ENJOY PEOPLE WHO LOVES TO READ ABOUT LANCE SUFFER XD
4) Btw listen to the song as you read. It's amazing.
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Lance's POV

It's been a year without you... I really miss you. Please come back... I tell myself lies so I don't miss you. I flirt with everyone I see, I take home people willing to sleep with me, so I can try to get rid of my heartaches that come from thinking about you.
Everyday, I would sing the song "These Are The Lies", knowing that I'm still in love with you.
When I sing I don't love you, i don't need you, I'm lying to myself.
As I sing I moved on and how everything is perfect and how we are friends, I wanna go back to when we were more than that. Even though I don't see you anymore.
When I sing how I don't think about you and how I'll be fine without you, I sing it while thinking about you.
As I sing how I'm able to sleep, how I can move on, how I don't cry about you, ironically my eyes start watering, and I cry myself to sleep, all the while I think about you.
When I sing the lyrics "Gonna be fine if I die without you; Baby, I'm gone", I thinking about the mistakes I did to you and how much I regret it. 
As I sing the chorus, I pour my feelings out, thinking about our good days, thinking about our dates, our love.
Calming down, I sing the about how I got a new partner, how they're amazing and everything to me, but that's all false.
When I sing I don't care if you're sleeping alone or not, I really hope you're sleeping alone and thinking about me.
"'cause life is so good; I'm doing so good.
Don't spend hours sitting here by the phone." When signing this, I remember all the times I tried to get rid of the heartache I have for you and hope that you'll call me again.
When I sing the rest of the verse, I think about all the shitty things I've done to you. About how sweet and willing you were to cope with it, hoping I would change.
Resigning the chorus, I remember how upset and angry you were when I broke up with you saying that you were the worst partner ever.
When I start signing the bridge, I know that what I said back then is and will always be a lie.
As the song ends, I think about how my life would have been if I did the right thing and stopped acting like a ass to you back then.
*please leave a message after the beep*
*beep*
"I regretting everything I did to you, I regret how awful I treated you and how much of an asshole I was back then. please please forgive me. I wanna get back together. Please...I can't live without you..."
*beep*
After 2 months passed with no reply from the message I sent, I killed myself, finally getting rid of the heartache I have for you, Kogane.
I left notes to my friend and a long note to my ex lover, telling him everything, the good and the bad things I've done to him and how I really regretted everything bad I did to him.

Keith's POV
After one year, that asshole decides to leave me a voicemail. That says how much he misses me. But that's all fake, cause if he did, why did he even leave me in the first place?!
I'm already over him, so I didn't reply and blocked his number. Why haven't I blocked it before? Cause I wanted him back then, now, I wanna kill him.
After 2 months, i didn't think about him until Pidge and Hunk told me that Lance killed himself. And left a note for everyone.
They gave me the note Lance wrote for and I read it, I crying, remembering the good days. I now regret not replying to his messages and him voicemail.
*please leave a message after the beep*
*beep*
"I'm sorry Lance...I miss you and still love you."
*beep*
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A/N: 1) I hope you enjoyed this.
2) HOLY MOLY 3K?! Lol people likes to read about Lance suffering XD
3) school sucks but I have a break soon so I will tryyy to update during that break.
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