Forbidden Love .

9_ Victor

lillia P.O.V

" Do you have to go ? . " , my dad was this close to kick me out of his room and i felt it .

it's just this is the first time he travel since my mom death , i mean he did but this time was diffrent he was goin to another country and i hated that . because the last time my mom did that she died .

" honey , it's really important i have to go . "

" Yeah , i know but it's weird . i mean this trip came out of the blue . "

" Yeah , i was supprised too but boss orders i can do nothing . "

" i guess i can't keep you , can i ? . "

" No honey , you can't and I'll be back before you know it . "

" I love you . " , my dad mouthed to me i love you too before he got into his car and drove away , after what happened to my mom it was too hard to see someone i really love walk out of my life .

And that made eventually think about alex , someday when we face our feelings that day I'm gonna see him walk out too .

" hey , you . " , adam greeted me with a punch , seriously this guy need to know that iam a girl .

" morning , sleepyhead dad just walk out . you could've see him but you were so busy dreaming about your girl . "

Adam just blushed because of my joke , oh my god this kid is helplessly in love .

" i said goodbye to dad last night , and i wasn't dreaming about anyone . now , excuse i have classes to catch . "

Since we ran into annabelle that day , and he was avoiding the subject . he didn't want to talk about her . it hurted him , i can feel it .

once i set foot in college , i hoped to bump into him but unfortunately i didn't see him today . this was kinda disappointing because i got used to him . he was like air to me .

I made my way to the library , my usual place . but lately victor made it so uneasy for me , he was a quiete but also dangerous , he looks at like he wanna kill me , he hates me and i know it .

i went to the library and he was there , i couldn't go in . he intimidate me in a way no one else did before. i was ready to turn and go , especially alex wasn't here with me cuz i feel safe with him .

" Come here . " , he was ordering me like i was slave , i didn't go to him but i couldn't walk either so he steped up .

" You are afraid of me . " , i didn't know if he was asking or stating a fact .

Actually , yes i am afriad of him a little , he has a dangerous aura around him .

" Should i be ? . " , i challenged him , i don't know why i did that but right now i know i have to be strong with no one around me .

A lot of people hated me for who i am and he was one of them , but he is the first one to face me like that .

" I told you . you should be afraid with all these horrible people around you " , he paused a little like he was choosing his words . i looked in to his eyes , there was hate of course but pain , fear , sadness were there too .

" Lillia everyone hates you and i noticed that , but i can't blame them . you don't really know how people are anymore . "

" You are quiet perspective . well , i noticed that you are a lonely guy too . do they hate you ? . "

for a moment his eyes darkened with rage , but he erased it with a chuckle .

" Hate me ? , everyone here wish if i talked to them or just throw them a stare . You are the hateful person here . "

I couldn't take it anymore , no one talked to me like that , he really hates me .

" Listen , victor i don't know what i did but you don't know me , and you are being unfair here . yes people hates me , but i don't care anymore because they are just bunch of brains who hide there fears behind there judges . i finally found who cares for me and who loves me . I'm not gonna let people like you intimidate anymore , i know who i am what you think doesn't really matter . "

I gave him my piece of mind , Alex made me brave , made me believe in myself . So i won't let people scare me or judge me anymore .

i was ready to leave but he grabed me hardly , he was twisting my head and his raging eyes are back .

" You idiot , i was ready to forgive you . but you think you are smart , you are nothing but a stupid and worthless and now you will regret everyword . "

And just like that he left , he was threathing me . but it felt so real , this guy is a psycho .

" Lills , are you okay ? , oh my god what happened ? . "

the next think i knew is that alex was trying to help me get up , i didn't even know i was laying on the ground , he really hurted me .

i turned to alex , his green eyes were full of concern . looking at his green eyes gave me power , now he is here make me feel safe . his presence is enough for me .

what happend seconds ago was so overwhelming , people always judge me and hate me for no reason , but victor was something else . He acted like i caused a harm at his life or he believes that i caused him a harm and he was determined to take me down .

I was ready to fall again but he grabbed me , like he was holding into life . He was my wall of protection , i hugged him so tightly like he was air and i was chocking , he did the same because he knew i needed him .

I was crying rivers , i almost passed out . I had enough this hatred this judged were so much , i had enough . I'm tired of people treating like shit , punishing me for things i didn't do .

I wanna shout and scream , tell to stop and please have mercy .

" Alex , i need you . " , this was meant to be a whisper but he heard it .

" lills , i don't know what happened but I'm sorry i wasn't here for you . i promise i would never let you go again . " , he hugged me again , he promise he would never let me go and he was acting on it .

" Lean on me , lills . Let me protect you , let me be there for you . "

" Thank you , for being always here for me . " , Thank you for letting me love you .

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