Forbidden Love .

4_ our trip

lillia P.O.V

lately i had more reasons to wake up and go to college , to look up for life , I'm sure everyone had or will have this time of life when you feel like everything is falling apart and life is dark , all doors were closed and there is nothing to do , you just have to suck it up , and pretend like everything is okay , while your life is nothing but a mess.

but then when you think you got to the point when you are gonna break , you think that's it you can't do it anymore , at that moment exactly your hope come , light up your dark life , that light for me was Alex .

my whole life was about alex lately , he was my companion at college , my thoughts at home , he just can't seem to go , I've never had a friend and when i had one i got strange feeling about him , i don't think friends suppose to feel like that about each other , is it love ? i don't think so , even if it is i can't have it , because it will have no future . that's why i hate thinking about alex , i always end up with these horrible thoughts .

" Dad I'll be late today , Because I'm going somewhere with a friends for a research . "

" where are you going ? and lills a friend ? "

my dad wasn't supprised when i said I'll be late as when i said a friend .

" Yes , dad a friend well after age someone wanted to come near to your girl . "

" well , they are late for that honey and tell me what type of friend is that ? ."

" well , he is my classmate his name is alex he is a nice guy and before you ask we are going to Stanford company a.k.a his dad company . "

" wow , you've never got a friend and when you did you've got a big one ."

i know dad was reffering to how alex parents are , but i never knew that he was that rich until he mentioned his dad company amd I've done my research .

" well , good luck honey and please be carfull ." he said his last word with a serious look , i know he was happy that I've got company now but at the same he was pretty concerned.

" don't worry dad , your girl is tough."

Alex P.O.V

when first saw i knew i wanted her as friends i wanted to know , get close to her , but these few days everything was about her , i wanted to stick to her , cling to her , call me a creep a stalker , i don't  care i just wanted , to be with her , every moment in everyday .

" Hey , Alex . " , here come the voice that i wanted to hear for the rest of my life .

" Hey you , so are you ready for our trip . "

" our trip ? , that's what are we calling it . "

" our trip , our journey , our day , call it whatever you want , the important thing that we are spending it together" .

Our research was studyin a case about any company , and i chose ours just to spend more time with lillia .

" Alex , are you sure your dad is okay with that ? . " , her eyes were full with concern and worry , she was so pure , that i wanted to look at her face forever.

" Don't worry lills , it will be fine and if it makes you feel better , i told my dad about it and he was okay with it , he even was sad because he won't be there to meet us . " , and i was sad too because i really wanted my dad to see her , it just felt right to introduce her .

" okay if you say so ."

" okay then , let's go . " , i was heading to my car when i didn't see lillia follow me , i turned around and i saw the look on her face , she didn't need to talk because i already knew what she was thinking .

" I'm sorry , lills i forget about it , we don't have to take my car , i understand . " , lillia already told me a few things about her religion , being alone in car with a stranger was something she wasn't allowed to do , yes it hurt me but i was more amazed than hurt at how much she respect her religion  and that's one of the few things it made really into her .

" Alex , I'm really sorry , you know how it is please don't be mad ."

" what lills , no it's okay , it's really okay i understand , you don't have to be sorry  , actually I'm proud of you , and that just makes me respect you more . " and there i saw her gorgeos smile , she is such a great girl .

we walked to our dad company , it wasn't that far and with lillia the road felt really short .

" So this is our humble place . "

lillia P.O.V

humble ? , there place was huge like really huge , i didn't know he was that rich , i mean when you alex he is so humble and sweet , you'll never think he has a fortune behind him , he was just one of a kind .

" Are you serious ? , alex this place is great . " , i hear alex chuckle, i know i look like an amazed puppy but i can't help it , my family was rich too but in front of the we looked so poor .

" I'm glad you liked  it , you'll like more when we do our research. "

Alex led me through the glass doors , this place looked like a castle , and alex is the prince , everyone was greeting him with such respect , and looking at me with a weird looks , but hell i didn't care because alex was with me , i felt safe with him and only him .

Alex was a funny sweet , amazing friend , but when we came to the real work , he suprised me , he was serious and strick and hardworking , it just made him look more good , this was the first timw i don't focus on my researches , and there is no one to blame but him .

" And this was the last step . " , i snapped out of my thoughts when i heard alex voice , we were done . i felt a little sad my heart wanted to stay  , and then my head was like no lillia you can't.

" we are quite the pair lillia , aren't we ? ." , i know alex  was talking about us being partners on this reasearch , but i don't know why i wanted him to be reffering to something else .

" Yes , i guess we are . we didn't a great job , didn't  we . "

" Hell yes , we did . unfortunately my dad wasn't here , i really wanted you to see him . " , he was pretty serious about me meeting his dad , but i was glad he wasn't here , i wasn't ready for that , millions question were in my head now , what if his dad saw and didn't like me ? , what if he was disappointed with what his boy chose as a friend ? , i knew i was just being stupid i mean I'm sure the people who raised alex a.k.a his parents were great people just like him , but my experiences with people made me fear of what new people would think of mw when they see me .

" Lillia , would you mind if i asked you for a cup of coffee , and please don't say no it won't take long , really ."

Alex , was asking wih fear on his eyes  , like a child asking his mom for something she didn't approve of , he was like a puppy , now how can i say no to that .

" Sure , alex but please let me tell my dad first ."

" Oh , please go ahead and lills thank you so much ." , i don't know what he was thanking me for but i know iteant so much for him .

i called my dad asking for his approval for my luck he didn't say anything , when i returned i saw alex waiting for me , he was gorgeos just standing there not doing anything .

"  So , let's go . " , when i turned to start walking someone grabbed me , i shivered from the touch , his big hands was holding into me like i was running and he was catching me , i turned around with a confused look , alex was looking at me with a so much emotions on his eyes , i couldn't tell what he was thinking .

" Lills , now that we are done with thw reasearch you are still gonna be my friend , right ? " , he looked at me like his life was depending on my answer and i couldn't handle the sad look on my face , i wanted to hug him and comfort him , but i know i can't do that , so i relieved him with my answer .

" I would never let you go ."

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