Forbidden Love .

22_ wait for me

Please answer the question at the end.

Alex P. O. V

Midterms came like a blink of an eye. Lills still mad at me but sometimes I see the regret and the need in her eyes, and all I wanted to do is to wipe it all and replace it with happiness because those eyes are worth it.

But we need to wait or at least I need too , I have to make it all better. 

" Alex,  where the hell are you going?. " , Chris asked for the hundredth time annoying me to death.

"Chris,  I told I can't tell you. I'm just know that what I'm doing is right. "

" Okay,  then let me go with you. "

" seriously Chris, I'm not even ready to tell you where I'm going.  You think I'll take you with me ?."

Chris groaned loudly like he realised how stupid he sound this moment.

I'm not pushing my friends away or something like that, but for the first time in my life I'm doing something for me,  something that may change my life and I need to do it right and all alone .

" did you talk to her?  . "  , I know he was referring to lills .

Lately when it came to lills I became so coward and Chris hate seeing this I can tell I'm annoying him.

" don't look at me like that,  I will talk to her tonight I swear.  "

" Alex,  you better tell her.  You are not gonna see her for a month , you are going away and we have no clue where to, at least tell her,  she will be devasted if you disappeared just like that.  "

Chris said those word like he can't believe that I'm gonna talk to her, but I had.  I can't just go knowing she is mad at me that will drive me crazy , I can't go knowing she is worried sick about me. 

I can't do this to my girl.

" Okay, then come on . We have to write on the board.  "

I wanted to talk to kills now but then I changed my mind,  because when I say goodbye I wanted to be special. Just me and her. 

The day passed so quickly, and my waiting is coming to and end.

I waited and I waited and waited.

But now here I  to settle it and to tell her to wait for me just one last time.

When I parked my car in front of Lillis house , it was night already.  The darkness was peaceful, the stars were bright, and the wind was just chilly. It was a perfect night but will it be?

I stepped out of my car and put my jacket collar higher, my eyes were searching everywhere not particularly looking for something but just reminiscing the scene,  until they fell on one star she was the brightest of them all,  at least for me it was.  She was my star.

She was standing at her window like she was waiting for me , when she was me her eyes were filled with a pure happiness,  shock but mostly happy to see me, that made my heart at ease a little a bit from my disturbing mind questions.

Does she still love you?  , will she even talk to you? But most importantly will she wait for you?

When I looked again she wasn't there,  she disappeared, and that me doubt if I was just hallucating,  was it just an illusion?.

The front door was open and she stepped out,  coming towards me, coming for me.

" lills, are you mad getting out like that in the cold night?. "