Story Of My Life

Page 3 My Double Life and Innocent Soul Break

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A double life just like Hannah and Miley Have On The Show same person different life...

2000 8 here where my innocent soul start to break into a double life how you can take advance of a innocent child soul where he don't have nothing bad,run or dirty with a clean mind how you can erase his moment and destroy everything to destroy his life and lie about thing that are not true and never will i move to another school name Miguel Limardo also a private school in front of the place where i live i have a nintendo 64 where all my friends play inside of my place even if one day their steal it while i was away in that time there was famous singers like backstreet boys,Britney spears and TV shows like you afraid of the dark,Buffy the vampire slayer,Sabrina with her cat and more and friends that i always play even if one time a dog almost bite me running, i cut my leg playing in the streets, hit in my head,try to save a dog and a car almost hit me and even jump from a car in the back when take me home trying to be super man and hit my hand and feet with blood but nothing broke also i remember those times when i play video games and those times when i was afraid of the dark When the light went all out and i scream because i was afraid that something appears or a monster like coco or those old kids story but today not anymore and where i dance asereje that a mom of my friend force to do it was fun everything until one day.....(before i say this now that i am all grown up well i don't like kids the reasons because i see my story on them not like i am perv or want to do something run i am not that type of person i respect people and i stay away and distance i am normal and i know how to control myself and i am not sick and if i have to protect them from a stranger to not let them have the same story repeat i will give my life for them or anyone else like a teen or someone that need help kids love me and i am afraid and terrified of them maybe one day i have kids with my wife and defeat that fears in case i have one because i am single until i do my life and feel ready for a new beginning)

Now i will say where everything start to chain and connect not with all of the neighborhood but specificity ones is all start with the young guy from the mechanic he was a friends of my grandma he always help her and was very friendly with her i don't remember his name i don't know why maybe because i decide to let it go and erase my past even if i am letting it flow until the deep water that deep secrets in the deepest place of the ocean with a key i can only open until now secrets are getting out little by little he was between adult and teen he became my friend little by little he was gaining my trust until one day he invited me alone to come play after the mechanic place was close but he still have access so in a broken car he tell me to enter to play a game when he under the zipper and tell me to play his game sucking him and fucking me more like raping my life change forever my soul break inside i know i was not going to ever be innocent again after that day and my virgin will be destroy and i don't know what to say or what to feel i was so shock on that moment that he threaten me saying if i say anything to my family he will make sure to destroy my life and reputation that where my life turn into 2 different places and start a double life full of secrets that i was so embarrassed to say it and be judge by the world without knowing is not my fault and i never ask to have this life and never choose i never give permission to touch my body or to destroy my life for now on he used me to control me like his toy i was never the same again he call me to have sex with him on the first floor in stairs, my backyard or of course the mechanic place i ask myself why the neighborhood never notice or came to help and save me from the hell i was living and rescue me for that pain i don't even know how he know the good hiding what time to do it in day time not even night.

Even if you smile i know after it that you was hiding something behind it with dark intention even if i never notice until you touch me and cross the line.

There was another friend name Micol or Maicol he was one of my good friends he was like 12 until one day i see he look different at me and the mechanic guy tell him a secret with a evil look looking at me my friend Maicol or Micol change his face to a flirting face he never look the same at me after that secret me and him always play games,video games on computer and Pistol toy for kids until one night in his room he act different to me and say let play a game call undress i know something run going to happen but since he was my friend my eyes was blinded thinking friendship was more important until he end doing the same thing that day i knew i loss another friends i trust using me for his desire his grandma was shock when she find us but she left like nothing happen but i knew in her eyes she want to help but don't know how to reach i call him to stop get dress and i left since that day he do the same thing has mechanic guy telling me if i say something he going to make sure to ruin my life with all my friends on the neighbors and i was so worrying about what they going to say or reach that i keep follow their games same happen with another friends at night even one time my ex friend Maicol or Micol in weekend where school was close the one name Miquel Limardo he Climb the wall with me on a kids house play ground he enter me there with a surprising of another friends like he was 19 and do a 3 some was even worse my pain was getting bigger inside of me i don't even know what to do,react,say or ask for help i only knew is was run and i was Trapped in their games where even the school security never knew or find out what happening in their own school where is supposed to be safety to none one enter there a rule break.

Is like they all kill me but inside of my soul even if i was alive outside and that him was me.

I only knew this was only the beginning of another life none will know until now that i feel is the perfect moment to release it even if this was from the past with these feeling about how they threats me.