Story Of My Life

Page 8 The Twist From The Past

8

2004 12 some times you try to forget the past and move on and make a new life in another place in the same city but some times memories don’t go away and they hunted you and follow you again but memories some times are so hard to let it go just like this time where all begin the twist from the past one time i give 10DR in a Lottery numbers from a fair or carnival i win 100DR they ask me if i want to play more and since i was a teen and not a kids anymore i ask for more because i has the desire to wins more money i was with my friend and i lost all the money that day i was with a friend just having fun in all the rides till one unexpected guest arrived from my past that was going to ruin everything i was so afraid i did not recognize him at first but them when i see him coming i try to skip him but he appears again when we was doing a line the guy that watch me and do nothing the bro that watch while they rape me with a knife he stand there and say to my friend you can’t trust this boy and be around him he dangerous he have sex with and before he continue i say i don’t know what you talking about i don’t know this guy let go home i grab my friend hand and run because i knew if he keep talking my friend going to ask me about my past and find out and tell all the neighbor hood something I did not want to let my past destroy my present again so i stay away from it but that was just the beginning the other day i find me and my mom in a motor the mechanic guy (the first guy who break my soul and my innocent the one who rape me first and destroy my entire life in one second when i see him at was mad,angry feeling i never felt before has a teen i want him to be disappears he say you want a ride in my motor i take you to a place if you want with a evil smile this time i don’t fall in his game my mom say to him to get out or she will call the police and he go away she knew he have bad intentions but she never knew what he did to me because this time i was sure i was not riding with the devil.

Has human we ruin everything we touch including each other's...

is like going back again where you begin and all those memories come like you right there even if you not there a trap that can hurt some times just by remembering and is hard to let it go even if affect you that what i felt in those moment more crazy stuff happens another time i saw 2 not so friends one time we play all people hide and seek and i hide down in my bed and two guys hide there two they never notice i was there i watch it all the guy was a teen and the other was in his 9 or 10 there was minor he was sucking the teen and the teen was forcing the minor all i can i see is his pain is like a mirror of your past reflecting on someone i saw my past ones again in someone else i watch the whole thing i was so shock that i never do anything to stop it or make the different and save that kids life why i was only looking and never find a adult to help i guess i was so focus about thinking that was my story repeating on someone else than do something right. (Also now i felt how that bro was when he was there only looking without do nothing even if was enjoying it and never have to past that experience the only thing we have in common is don’t knowing how to react or what to do in that moment of shocking scene)

Is like looking in the mirror and don't know who you are anymore a broken glass from the past...

later on another day he was in my room with another guy they lie they was my friends and my mom let them past to my room i knew something run will happen soon and this was not going to end good he blind my eyes with something and say let play the feel it with your mouth i say its was a pencil but i knew that was not a pencil and was something else they do a innocent game to do dirty stuff on me and that was not right..there was also one time where one guy in their 20s try to be with me but that never happen i avoid it in that time i was in school in afternoon

Illegal Site because that site is not legal for kids if you get me…

Also this time my normal friend for the first time the internet can be a useful place but in the future i tell you worse experience my friends show me a porn website with all kinds of thing even people doing it with animals i know what i was watching was sick even if my mom discover one time your pleasures part born when you see inappropriate thing parent never see because they to busy with their life and job and they never knew what they kids watching behind the screen soon you will know why i say this but was time to move on again..