Story Of My Life

Page 6 Everything Fall Out Of Controls

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I just want to run away from everything; from my ‘friends’, the bullshit at school, the thoughts in my head, all of it. (i felt that way before i know how it feels)

2002 10 still on that time here where everything start going out of control me and my friends always shower on the rain until one time that day we run so hard we can’t even see each others one of the hardest rain we ever see like a fog when you can’t see i thing that how hard the rain effect was we run each of us to the biggest tree of the neighborhood hood where some times we climb to tell story's  then when is was time for me to run a big stick wood falls down just in the same time when i heard a big light thunders without running as fast as i could that is almost hit me and in case is hit me i will never be alive trust me.

Another time i was in a mini lottery stored sitting in there because i know the girl she was nice talking with my friend one of them them randomly 2 guys came to robber in a motor (motoconcho) he have a knife in my friend neck and i was calm but dying inside with the big toy a gun in my head he say to her if you don’t give me all you have including all her personal inform he will kill us in front of her i say in my head God you have a purpose with me give me a change but in case is time to say goodbye i will be glad to be with you in heaven them at that moment she give everything and i never forget she say something in me makes me feel to give everything to them because i was not feeling to give it to them yours kids are lucky to be alive of course after they left she say run go home and i told everything to my family they can’t believe what happen but they knew something run was happening in their hearts.

These where i start been revel one time i fight with a boy that have cancer in his hands he always go to the doctor and have some times a gypsum on his hands we fight in the middle of the streets one time for thing that kids find stupid and get mad find a lot of discussion saying profanity to each others until a time the blood go to their head in fire and end fighting until a moment where i hit him so bad in his hand where he have cancer that where i see where my revel part of me born years later i find out the same person i fight he die of cancer on his hands i feel so in pain that i wish i never fight with him or hit him in the hands even if him dying was not my faults that was the disease he have i feel like is was my fault because i fight with him one time and hit him where he have the cancer in that moment where one of my friends tell me what happen with him i want to feel in tears and pain because he was one the good friends i never have in us we where the best team friends i feel sad that i lost one of my friends a heart breaking moment i never forget with a lesson for me to never fight again this is on my present but in my past there more than one fight i going to tell you right now this just don’t end here…