Story Of My Life

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2005 13 I miss my friends but was time to move on again and leave the bad thing at the past and stay with the good part like my friends i move where is begins everything ones again The neighborhood of teachers (El Barrio De Los Maestros) but in another part and another street but was still the same neighborhood even if i was in another street and another home this time was ones again in a second building i got friends even two friends from USA ones again and two adult in theirs 20s something in the group this time thing scale really quick like these guys show us porn one time, my sis fighting with their new friends,a guy that want me to get a girl pregnant but i left and run because i was not prepare yet for a future, me lying about friends i don't like and telling to their parents i loss them all and move to play to little kids games GameCube games but before i touch that part i remember playing with my teens friends gta,San Andreas in play station two,dragon ball z, also talk about girls like all boys do, play Marbles, Broomstick and a Bump to play vitilla or bitilla like a way to play baseball also i was in a baseball game where that was a christian league best time ever i learn a lot until one time i saw two kids trying to rape me but i run and hide and never happen and also 3 times when i see the same guy from my past again name Micol or Maicol if you remember and been reading my life i hide from him because i don't want him to see me or tell everyone about my past so sometimes i skip baseball to play GameCube with my little friends i was the only one teen that have 13 i even play game at the mini Grocery store (Colmado) or GameBoyAdvance playing Pokemon all type of them with friends the teens ones a way to escape from the past that don't want to tell everyone about my life yeah that was me even saw one time there Carla the girl i like but ones again she only want me like a friend and i was surprise that she has family with one of my friends that part where i live there was a little rich people and educated they cared about their kids like their life and that was good but there was at the same time the teens where was gangsta and more swag not saying we was the worse in the neighborhood but in a way where we do more street thing that home games and i was part and have a change to be in those 2 world like Hannah Montana say best of both world.

Now when i leave my teens friends to start playing games like dragon ball z,sonic 2, Mario party 5, Luigi mansion, super smash bros and more with kids one at the mini stored in the back with 7 kids or more i guest and another one in a big house more like a mansion there was a brothers in that group one of the kids he was like 19 this guy rarely appears to play with us until one day he i became friends with him now i was not the bigger teen now there was someone bigger than me and bigger than the kids everything was fine until one day we was going to play that day hide and seek all the kids scream at me and him saying you two need to be BF and that we make a good couple they say kids never lie even if he was white and good looking i know behind that beauty he will used it for advance to do the run thing he look me that day different with a shine eyes i feel inside me this was not going to end good and a joke turn something serious we was playing the hide and seek he was was touching me and getting to close to me i say why you always back of me or touch me then he say can we go some where else i want you to tell you something i say yes because i was thinking he was going to say sorry but we was going to far away into a stadium he start hugging me is was so dark that place and empty he say climb up i say this is run we cannot enter in a close property this is bad he say none one will notice we enter and climb he say close your eyes i going to tell you a secrets in that time i knew what going to happens because i have these experience from the past but i don't know if i run or scream but ones again i fall in his game he used me kiss me in the chick and rape me just like all of them at a point where i let him touch me and do everything to me and refuge all my problems on him even if when i don't do it he get mad and jealous till a point he tell everything to the kids and they never look at me the same again he ruin my life at the end where i say Will you just save me Or Just say goodbye and after that i never go there again to see him or play with the kids because i knew he ruin my life where i don't want to get out of home i start feeling alone like everyone i love left me and destroy me in one second he look for me to keep using me and forgive me but i never look again for him even if i forgive him in my heart for what he did beauty can hurt you but someone with a kinds heart inside never kill you.

You do not know what the others are going through ...

Everyone have their problems and each of them affect it in a different way or All have their problems, and each affects you differently

2006 14 i go back with my teens friend again but something change everything when i see it i can't believe what i saw until what he say i was even more shock ...