Story Of My Life

Page 10 The Come Back To Fly Away

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2006 14 i go back with my teens friend again but something change everything when i see it i cant believe what i saw until what he say i was even more shock one day i was at school and they told me to go home early i find it really strange i feel there was a surprise at home but is was not even my Bday at the same time i was thinking did i do something bad at school?? but when i arrive and walk those stairs and open the door my dad was there i was really shock after years without see him i never knew if i hug him,smile,say something,react or cry i was speechless and thing don’t end there he come to take us to USA but he did not come alone he come with his new wife more like stepmother to us the one who will help get us to a new life he did not just come back to visits but to take us away from mom to start a new living my mom accept it he do all the process with us and convince us that everything will be different we was excited to start a resident life i told one of my friends a girl in my neighborhood that i was leaving to USA New York when she ask me i was excited to live with my dad pack everything and ease my past and move to a new life and start all over again and keep those memories and miss at the same time some of my really true friends,my country,family that i have there,food, everything about my country a place i don’t change for anything the good moment obviously but i knew since i had a hard life is was time to move on.

After we fly away for the first time and all that process a new experience with your tongue feeling it in your stomach when the airplane fly away and the blue sky with the cloud everything so beautiful until we arrived and again immigration process and welcome to USA we a big cold weather that night i never felt something so different because of course i am from Caribbean hot weather is felt so cold just like some part of my life we get a taxi and saw a lot building when we get that feet on the floor my sis say hello with a big vomit i guess she don’t like changes lol we was on the 5 floor last one in that building in a neighborhood name Woodside, Queens they translate us to a new school name  Academy Of New Americans  a school based on people who came from all over the world the first day i saw a big yellow bus i never see that in my life was part of my new life but i was not expecting is that where is start everything changes are good but they always come with a risk i saw kids from different language India,Chinese,Latins but in another accents that some times is hard to know what something means even if the same language but different ways to say it and more country at the beginning was to understand the teacher but some speak English and Spanish now that where my shy start to born i was learning but loss i was loosing my talkative me to a point i ask myself who i am because i don’t even know who i am anymore i gains friends but i gains enemy at the same time where again bullied call your names i start watch one time in the bathroom a guy putting a kids his head on the toilet i try to defend him but they kick me out of the bathroom that where i say this is not right i was also one time in love with the most popular girl name Brenda she was beautiful the most popular girl on the middle schools all boys love her but she never wants me she say i was to kids and to shy for her at that moments i was extremely shy i knew that was not me i was feeling like i have double life or double mood i have some rebel part of me that i have to much bullied in my head to a point that i pretend one day planed to put the chair down and broke the kids nose and say is was and accidents the group almost beats me up i lie to the principal saying was a mistake and was not my intention to hurt him but inside of me i feel that was the only way people respect me and stop bullied me after that day everyone respect me and never bullied me again i also have a BFF that we felt like brothers a guy felt i never feel alone in my darkest time of my life he was Mexican but one of the best friends i ever have in my life he was like the brothers i never ever have until a point that he protect me and we dance in the Brazilian dance on the school country ceremony something like that with the girls obvious and tells each others we love the partners we have and talk about boys topics until last day of school that was emotional and say that i will miss my bro and remember him forever for who he was a bro i will never forget someone i count on everything and trust for the first time of my life someone serious and that makes me smile at the end of the day no matters what happen or what i been.

2006 15 everything was hard for me i got one time to a big fairs in new York with ride and everything, to the first 8 grate prom that i never heard before and i get lost 1 time in a train with my sis when the train was going in opposite way not the right way that day and when we go outside we was in the run place going back with one past and skips both enter 2 in 1 in one to enter and try to find the map to get home even if we made it and the time when i decide to walk back home and dad was worried because i was to lazy to wait and want to adventure new York yes i get home almost at night how??? remember the key places the bus go to get to my place i graduate from 8 grate tankfuls for my teachers and friends that was there for me without some of them i will never learn everything i need to be where i am today they help me a lot to keep moving forward after that they celebrate in summer my Bday on a fairs was fun.

after i know my stepmother was using us to take away money from my dad and even if i thank her i least to take us a lot places in New York because without her we never knew every part of New York and when we move she throw away everything we left to the garbage like she never care about us and later on we discover more reasons why she did it even she promise me to find the video of the dance i did but that never happens a lie promise i was start feeling alone and a little depress one time i almost die of sick at home there was to cold for me and inside all my feeling freezing and turning cold to a point i have none emotion and fake smile pretending everything was perfect when inside everything was wrong and dying inside of me.

2007 15 that years on summer and after my Bday i decide this life was not for me and decide to move on to my family from mother half family from dad live in New York and half of my mother family live in the part i am going to tell you right now….