Story Of My Life

Page 2 Gral Cabral 56 The Change The Reality Will Break Your Heart

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1999 7 the break everything change here where is start everything...... my father divorce with my mothers they both always fighting everything start to change happiness was leaving home and reality was coming to the door i saw everything different when my fathers leave that door and never come back again he gone to USA New York to find a new life and even if he send us money to eats and pay the bills and call us and pay the best priv schools there was nothing the same again we was messing love a dad to guide us, be example, help us and be my role model them my mom turn mom and dad at the same time and everything start to change she was more sad,mad,discipline with the chancleta and scream a lot at us we knew she was heart broken inside for the new chapter of their life's them one day there was a room where I slept with my mother and sis and it was a peace and tranquility, family together (because we have i least normal days) and always united even if there was the storm inside but at that time and where we also had to draw a lot of water when the Catrina storm hit us in that time that the water entered through the windows although they were sawed since i was a little kids i been bullied a lot at school for my voice even if have 2 best friends call frandi and moephi that always on my side and i love a girl name idalis and she was so cute even if i was shy she never like me even if i confess that i love her they call me girly voice and a lot means thing even boys try to say that if i want sex with them in school i always say no because i knew i love girls and i was straight not what they think of me because of a voice i was born and i don't chose to have it more like part of me school start to been hard for me that one time i hit by mistake a girl in the back because she hit me and i let my emotion win by hiding her in the back but i forgive her and say sorry also i do it one time when my aunt try to dance with me regueton and i hit her also in the back because i let my emotion control me ones again and also i forgive her and say also sorry worse moment of my life that i will never want to be repeat it again because i respect girls and they are like fragile rose so violence never the answer i learn to control that after i do it but with boys in others chapter you will know what i am talking about but in this case with girls i never do it again 2 times and i feel like the worse men in the planet because i was a kids learning from my mistake and i never knew what i am doing until i learn it by the adult teaching me what right and what run like professor of school example.

2000 8 some times you need to make some choices and some changes so that what my mom do move to my grandma place to have someone who will take care me and sis even if she still will living with us but while she have to do courses like Crafts, Beauty school, Pastry school plus others my family with grandma and aunt take care of us we move to 2 building a big one 1 thought 5 floor door 6 on first floor with a big yard in the back to play in a 2 neighborhood call Gral Cabral 56 there was a girl that i fall in love more big than me name Carla i don't know why i love girls with that name that happen also in a high school that i love one name Carla but both have one thing in common they never love me and never want to date me or be my gf but i least i always have a crush on them one day one of my mom friends talk about Jesus and we accept it in their heart and pray and after that i start going at that age to church for obvious reason not going to reveal the church name (was not Catholic) going to protect that part also because thank to that church they do so much for me in my deepest and lowest time of my life they help me a lot without God or Them i will never be here today typing this trust me that without that i will end doing what Hannah Baker did in the end of tape 13 but not doing it because God in my heart and i was not and angel because i have friends and live close to the stored name baratillo next to my house there was a Car repair shop i always have big friends 18 from there and from others house 15 more age than me you can't never trust a friend even if they makes you happy or have memories some times even the most innocent friends can have bad intention even if they look normal and you think they will respect you here where my innocent soul start to break into a double life.

Do Real Friends Exist??? How Many Of Them???

This is how is feel break into double life....