Story Of My Life

Page 11 Disaster and Bullying

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2007 15 so i take on 7/7/07 a plane to FL Miami in Hialeah not going to tell what part this time i was in my aunt place where i find my grandma from when i was a little kids and she take care of me and travel one day to USA and left us to find a better life them my cousin that he when to visit my country one time he was so friendly that when he see me he expect me to be someone different but he was cold and i tell you more about his life later my cousin she love anime and she still lovely like when i was a little kids she never change we was like best friends them that years i enter on high school name ASHS to keep the school name protect and not mention it i say the 3 first letters of each part of it i only can say tell call it patriots very patriotic right but do they really know what kids do on school,after school and outside school? No they don’t let start with my cousin he take me back home in his car and some times i remember he have a gf that good but what he hiding behind his alcoholic fathers well before he take me home he always find a excuse and his friends tell me to never tell none one they always do at the park smoke and do drugs he always do it to stay cool with his friends and forget all about his problems and sometimes drink just like his dad they offers me to do it but i reject it also the smell was so bad and horrible i never tell it to his mom because they say to me that it a secrets and never say a thing to her and i respect it because is was none of my business because one day one of his friends traps him and put a cold medicine that they used it for do drugs and make him in trouble calling the police he got in jails and learn his lessons but after he got clean he got back to smoking and drinking again i don’t know what his life going to end some of his friend today change and move on and others still fighting he have the best girls but in the end they always left him for personals reasons he was a disasters.

2008 16 i was not freshman anymore i turn sophomore i was in esol classes the friends i have was the best even one of them defend me from i guy that bullied me i start getting bad grates and getting frustrated and little depress because i felt life was getting more hard and nothing was easy on 2009 17 i was Junior this time i was on after school at night and one time after noon to past the year i was more busy this is where i start getting more depress and felt more alone and hurt when a immature teacher one time put me in the back Kick Me before i go i felt something in my back and that teacher never touch me but that day that teacher do it to me and i confirm by someone in the class that was that teacher that do it to me i was thinking like is the teacher supposed to give example to the class or turn childish in a low level??? also another time there was a teacher in night school that was cursing on me and bullied me just like he was a high school kids i almost want to cry and tell myself why a teacher is so cruel when he supposed to teach kids and help us do better not do worse is that what he teaching us to be bullied and revel to others??? i never forget those moments of my life on 2010 18 Senior year Dear High School “Everyone is just so nice until they drive you to kill yourself and sooner or later the truth will come out" i agree with this phrase the last years was the worse part a lot of boys want to have sex with me or find me one outside to a point they offers me one person that her uncle is a gay porn star if i want to join and work there i say no and run away i was not that low key to enter in that world,second fight i broke my fight promise and fight one time with one kids and got into detection because he bullied me i have so much hate that they even thrown me a pizza and everyone laugh at me,or when some times they get my hands and punch me in my stomach was so hurtful that i felt to never going back again to high school one of the reasons my grates was so low and turn so shy and revel,drugs how security was so blind where kids smoke at bathroom and have backpack full of drugs they offers me billion times and i say no i even left some friends and stay away to find others ones but some times they touch my body part and ass saying they want to do it with me i always say no they call me all types of names even makes me do their home work and be their puppets buying them the food they want like a servant to the group and one of the bullied pee on me one time when i was in the bathroom worse moment i felt after that i want to kill myself and never live again was two much everyone on high school used me always for what they want i call one time the office and speak about it they say they going to kick them out if they keep doing it but why i say that for worse they kick me in the stomach again and that one time when they force me in class when the teacher left on a computer class to watch porn with their strong hand on me so i don’t run away i miss all activities and i never went to prom night i learn that years to never trust anyone even the nicest person because everyone even if they pretend to be so nice they always hide their dark side to the end or when none one is watching them like teachers example when they left or something.

They tells of how to be professionals and be successful on education and be perfect but they never tell us how to fight and handle real life and problems and struggle and how to find help when we needed the most…

2011 19 Graduation i least i graduate and my father came to celebrate at that time i was moving second time to another apartment with my grandma and sis  because there was problems with my aunt and her husband i have 3 of them one i felt like a mothers because she help me on everything school, college, job, advice me on life, take me to Disney world without her i am nothing,second one i love her she also advice me and she is lovely and kind she gift me on my bday like 3 times going to royal Caribbean cruise and i felt like the best vacation of my life and best gift she always takes me to the best places and a 3 aunt that she always celebrate my Bday and she also advice me and she the best.

2012 20 here another part of me that i felt like i feel been controlled by a toy even if she want the best of me…