Story Of My Life

16 Extra trusting God again and Going back to my belief

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This one is something I forget miracles and imposible to posible now that I remember all the pieces the spirit parts of my life I was loss and you all my life and mess I been but this is what you don’t see I been close to dead one time with thunder when the tree fall down, another time when a robbers was assault me and my friend with a gun in a lottery and one in my head and I pray in my head saying if I die thank God for everything and if I don’t give me a change to be purpose and the girl gives them the money and ask us something tell her to do it and to run away another time when in the 4am we go with mom to the church on the devotional and hungry dog was going to attack us and my mom pray and they get scared and gone I never forget those moments when I was 10 I heard God voice like Samuel when God call him 2 times and he was lost like me so in the church I ask and say who was calling me and they say there was none of them I remember was a strong voice and a wish person is a strange feeling but you feel peace and different just like Samuel when he tell who was calling him I never realized until last week I read it and remembered and all the pieces together now makes sense who was calling me and now I understand everything also a another late night when I was going home with my friend and two robbers was going to steals the back pack and we have the Bible there again with a gun after 5 minutes later after we walk they came back and say sorry there a Bible inside we here to give you the back pack back we where surprise but that the power of God we where surprised also in high school I denied him because I was afraid I lost my friends and they say we go to church I was shock and embarrassed the Bible also say that when we follow him we will be willing to lose some family and friend that there will be gone and not support us just like when confest a decret or something big happens that you see who there and who not there and who will never be there for you to support you also I understand that part that God teach me to not denied and hide your beliefs and stay true to youself I I have faith I have him I been to everything you can’t imagine distract by another distraction and nothing felt my life completely until I decided to leave and delete the hardest part and toxic thing That keep me addicted and distract so I can I be able to be free from my own traps and scape is not easy changing by I only know God is getting all the pieces together to make sure I am ready for the big step until them I do the right thing and feel not only the outside but the inside my spirit with the book of life the Bible because if he say me from hell and Deep and darkness moment of be gone of this world he can say you twoi am the example I learn that warever you been thought is prepared you to when you ready for that change be a example and safe other people that been the same story and been there someone they related and can understand and teach them how to scape and find the way to save themselves two that my faith story.