I have sadness
It controls my madness
It doesn't gives warning
Its just there from the very beginning
Telling me that i'm wrong
In every single, thing every single doing
I can't control it
It may look sweet
But it isn't
It's not just ordinary sadness
It makes your whole mind stress
Leaving you alone and depress
Sometimes it strikes hard
Sometimes it strikes not
I don't know if i can control this
Its eating me and my whole piece
I try putting it back but its hurting me
Its bleeding but i still tried
To stop it, but no one tried
No one helped
This is my sadness, mean, but Gold
