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what is real

-I can see you.
Jungkook said looking straight into my eyes.
Suddenly, I wasn't in the wall anymore. We were sitting on the bed covered in black sheets. I gasped.
-How ??? What is going on?? I can sit ??? I am not in the wall anymore ??
I started screaming and crying. I suddenly pulled him close to me. I can feel him. I can touch him.
-Jungkook.
I whispered.
-How is this possible?
I was sobbing and I couldn't even open my eyes.
-Jimin relax. Everything is fine. I am here with you now. You won't be trapped anymore. Trust me, please.
I was barely breathing. I tried saying something but I couldn't speak , I was in shock.
-Jimin please don't talk.
He hugged me closer, holding me tightly. I want this moment to last forever.
- Don't ... You ... Leave...me...
I murmured.
- Never.

I fell asleep in his arms. Tears of happiness couldn't stop falling down my face. I had no words. I don't even want to know how, I don't want to know why, I want this. This moment, this feeling.

-Jimin??
I screamed. Waking up only to see an empty bed. White sheets.

- He is awake ?
Doctor asked.
- Yes doc, this time he cried and screamed that name again. He gasped and cried , though he seemed happy.
-I see. Thank you sister. Maybe you can call his friends. I don't think he will last long.
Doctor said, not looking at the employee.
-Okay. I will do that.

I woke up feeling suddenly very uncomfortable. I was in the wall again. How is this possible? I am so confused. Where is Jungkook and what is going on? I cried in disbelief.
-HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE? FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS I WAS ABLE TO FEEL , TO GET OUT IF THIS PLACE AND AGAIN I AM STUCK HERE. WHAT GAME ARE YOU PLAYING? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO TO ME? AM I CRAZY?? I have gone mad , haven't I ? -
I screamed in the nothingness.
Empty feeling.
Empty heart and empty view.
Let me die.