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are we there yet

Hope is one thing . Desire is something else.

- Jimin? Are you here? Hello?Are you asleep?
- No. I am not asleep. I have been waiting for you.
I replied, colder than before. Even I don't know why.
- Oh.
He sighted. I could tell he recognized my bad mood.
- Come to me.
I whispered.
I could tell he was a little scared.
But he came. -Jimin? Is there something wrong? You are scaring me.
His voice was shaking.
I looked at him in the eyes. It was s stare that made him shiver.
- Get me out of here.
I said through my teeth.
I wanted to scare him a bit. But maybe I took it too far... He just nodded.

I opened my eyes again. He was hugging me close and we were cuddling in the same bed as every night before. But again different sheets. This ones were purple. Dark purple as the poisoned blood. The room itself changed. Everything was designed in old gotic style. It reminds me of my pervious castle. I almost forgot everything about my past. Since I started building new memories with Jungkook, I started forgetting the things I knew. Actually, I couldn't care less. What I need now is him. I need to get out of that wall too. I wonder what will happen to Eliot though.
-Jimin ?
Jungkook brought me back to reality soon enough.
- Oh, sorry. I was thinking about something.
I tried to sound softer. I saw how much he was scared, and still is.
- Jungkook .
He hummed for the reply.
- I was only messing with you earlier. Don't be afraid, please.
I smiled. I didn't want him to be scared. I love him.
- Oh, okay.
He sighted in relieve.
I chuckled a little and he finally smiled. Ah, I live for that bunny smile of his.
- What's so funny ?
He asked through laughter.
- Nothing.
I grinned. I cupped his face while he put his hands on my hips to pull me closer. I was honestly staring. Drolling probably. His face was a master piece. So beautiful, pure, shining like glass on the sun. His eyes were deep lost in mine. I could feel my heart racing. His chocolate eyes piercing me and tearing me appart. Jungkook's stare was unbearable. He looked like he was going to eat me. I swear, I felt my legs shaking. Than he smiled again. I smiled in relief.
-That, was funny.
He said. Suddenly, bursting into laughter.
That wasn't funny. But I see the point.
I smiled and nodded in understanding.
Silence again hit us like a truck. We were just gazing at each other. I guess he is waiting for something. He is watching my every move. You wanna watch? Than I better do something you wanna see.
I narrowed my eyes and seductively licked my lips. I shut my eyes as I moved my hands through his hair.
I suddenly opened my eyes as I stroke his head back. He gasped.
- Jimin ?
He whispered panting
- Yes?
I whispered to his ears making my lips pop.
He shivered.
I realized that maybe it was the time.
I leaned in and gave him a pack on the lips. I barely even touched him he still yawned in the kiss. I smirked a little but I did it again. This time I kissed him deeper. I wanted our first kiss to be out of love and it was. It was slow and full of passion. Luckly , no sexual desire to be seen which made me happy. I wanted to be pure like he was. Soft, he kissed my lips slowly moving his own. My hands were tangled in his hair, his were now on my chest moving slowly to the rhythm of the kiss. He moaned and gasped for air. I grinned at him.
- Jimin, damn, you are such a good kisser.
He laughed.
- I had time to practice.
- Really ?
- No.
We both laughed.
- I think I love you Jimin.
- Is that so? Well, in that case...-
I paused just to see his reaction. He tensed up. God, I love him.
- in that case... I love you too.
I pulled him into a kiss.

We cuddled all day. We talked about my small hands, I honestly don't know how we started talking about this, we talked about colours , we even talked about the weather. Just some random stuff like always. It brought me so much joy , just blabing bla with him.
As the sun was setting , I knew I was about to be left alone again.
I felt myself leaving and disappearing so I whispered - Why can't I , for once, stay with you forever ?
And with that I was brought to the wall again, leaving him all alone.

- Look doc, he is smiling again.
- I don't know what is happening.
- Did you call his friends ?
- Yes I did. They said they'll be here tomorrow.
- That's good. Prepare yourself for what are you about to tell them.
- I know doc, but ... Can you just help me with that , please? 
- Of course, I will be by your side.
- Thanks doc. That means a lot.

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So, hello . I know I haven't been updating lately , I will try to fix that.
Thanks for reading.