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the end for all of us ( FINALE PT. 2 )

I was watching the sun rising. I am so scared, the morning was bloody. Red colors frighten me. I am alone of course, as every morning. As I wake up, alone, the world becomes just a picture again. My feelings filling the space around choking me. My heart is burning. I am about to burst. I feel like I am dying. Maybe this was it. The end. End of my pain, sorrow, but that also means I won't see him again. I hope I get to see Jungkook one last time.
I saw him coming, running through the bushes. He was panting trying to catch his breath.
It was the end. I was breathing heavily. Every minute gasping for air.
- I love you Jimin.
He said suddenly. Our eyes filled with tears. How ironic, I was so desperate to die and now it's finally the time and I don't want to leave. I can't leave him.
I couldn't speak.
Suddenly, I fell through the wall right into his arms.
- Jimin.
He whispered through his cries.
I wanted to tell him, how much I loved him. But the pain was just spreading through my body. My head was spinning and my body felt numb. Heart aching and eyes barely open.
He leaned in, his cries clashing with my face. I didn't want him to cry, but he couldn't seem to stop. His lips all watery mixed with mine. Kissing me softly. Last kiss of the broken.
The taste of his lips still made me shiver and moan. I kissed him back with all the strength I have left.
- I love you Jungkook.

Unfortunately, the doctor was right and Jungkook's body couldn't stand the pressure anymore. He had died two days after. 

Funeral was taking place in the finest garden Yoongi had chosen. Boys were silent since the day they  saw their best friend for the last time alive. Since the boys were still in collage, Yoongi's parents payed for the funeral. Everyone was there, all the doctors who had ever tried to help him, all the teacher who thought him, the whole school because he was friends with everyone. They were all crying for the boy who left so soon. People shouting his name in disbelief... The funeral was terrifying. 

- He really left. - Tae said aggressively wiping his tears. After his words no one said anything.

- where is jimin- taehyung thought as he looked around searching for the boy. 

flashback

- I have a lover Tae. 

- Really Kook?! That's amazing !

- Yes. His name is Jimin. 

- Do I know him?

- Unfortunately no. But I promise you, you will meet him one day.

- So, tell me something about him.

- Sure thing hyung. He is amazing, when I see him he is like a sun that shines. His skin is so pale it glows on the sun, his hair is wavy blond and his lips...mmm... Tae his lips are the best. Plumb and the color of your favorite cherry. I really love him. 

end of the flashback

Tae become more louder screaming and crying. The boys tried to calm him down but it was no use. Yoongi just stared blankly. Namjoon and Seokjin were hollding Taehyung wishing he would stop screaming, but they wanted to scream too. Hoseok wrapped his arms around Yoongi cause he thought he is definitely going to fall soon. Yoongi held Hobi close and they both ended up crying silently and staring into nothingness. 

Weeks past after that horrible day. None of them talked. Jin was forcing them to eat and sleep. Everything fell apart. 

- Yoongi, doctors called we need to pick up Jungkook's stuff from the hospital. - Namjoon really tried his best not to cry in front of the boys and his words were so calm as he tried not sob. Yoongi didn't said a word just nodded. 

 They were back at that same place again, just this time... the bed was empty.

- Hello boys. How are you holding up? - doctor asked. Boys just simply said hello and bowed.

-From all the things like toothbrush, clothes and such, we found something very interesting. Yoongi suddenly snapped - Interesting? Is that what you said? - his fists forming. 

- We found a diary. 

sooooo i am sorry i didn't publish for a long time 

and 

there will be a part 3 

sorry