My First and Last Crush ✔️

MFALC Chapter 34: Forgotten Loved

Chapter 34

AMARA's POV:

As the day goes by, I tried so hard to be strong and steadfast for my children. I emotionally threw away all the sadness that weaken the whole of me, to focus and to refine for my children's welfare.

"Alright, baby doll, what was the name of that candy again?" I ask Tyarra while focusing my attention on the road.

"W-wonka's Nerds po Naynay, with the pink and purple sour candies in a small box." direstong saad ni Tyarra sa kabilang linya, na aakalain mo'y matanda na kung mananalita, ngunit sa maliit na timbre ng boses nito.

"Hahaha! Noted my baby doll. Sige na anak, Naynay's driving. Just wait for me, okay?" ani ko rito before I cut the line.

I was quite amused with Tyarra's habit. Sa mura nitong edad na limang taong gulang, ay hindi na maitatago ang pagiging matalino ng aking anak. Tyarra is a package of tender, loving and caring kid, which she had gotten from her Father Tyron.

I was saddened, but more of depressing, because I remember Tyron's memories again. Hindi ko tuloy mapigilan na mapahawak sa dibdib ko, dahil hanggang ngayon ay nandirito pa rin ang sakit, sariwa pa rin ang mga ala-ala niya na patuloy kong ikinakalungkot dahil sa biglaang pagkawala ng aking asawa.

"Haaayyy... Amara, this is not good for you," I told myself before leaning my back on the driver's seat. "You can't stay like this forever, meron kang mga anak na umaasa sayo." pangkukumbinsi ko sa aking sarili bago ko narating ang parking lot ng Mall.

I quickly got off the car, before I went straight to the Candy Corner to buy Tyarra's treats. While I was waiting to wrap up my purchased candies, I suddenly heard a sobbing kid outcrying her Mother's name.

"M-mama Tess!" sigaw nito na siyang dahilan para tuluyan ko na itong binalingan. I saw a little girl crying on the side of the store. I felt sorry for her, so I decided to talk to her.

As I was about to approach the kid, a man suddenly came to it.

My heart just literally pounding like a huge drum, because I know who owns that well-built frame kahit nakatalikod pa ito. My tears just began to came in sight, dahil kilala ko ang taong nasa harap ko ngayon.

"T-tyron..." I whisper, while my whole body started to tremble because of my long wait longing for him.

As I walk towards him, I cannot help myself but shaking. I was overwhelmed with so much joy in my heart, because finally, I saw the man who owns the whole of me since the day we were together.

"This is it, I'm almost close to him, just a few steps left Amara, at mayayakap mo na ulit ang lalaking pinakamamahal mo." I utter myself while slowly stepping toward him.

As I was close to where he was standing, he suddenly glance at me which made me surprised.

My forehead creased, because of the plain expression Tyron met me. Iyong mga titig na hindi mo gugustuhing makita, dahil ipinapahiwatig nito ang kawalan mo ng halaga para sa kanya.

"H-hi..." I said while half smiling, as my exaggerated tears continue to flow down on my cheeks.

Nakita ko na nangunot ang kanyang noo, but I don't mind it. Ang importante ay nakita ko na siya, nahanap ko na ang lalaking lumisan kasama ang puso ko.