Sleep Paralysis- Jungkook

Chapter 5

Darkness started to surround me as I fell off the chair, the deafening silence was all that I heard. I blinked once and twice and the expression on Jungkooks face didn't change. My eyes closed shut and the colour black was all I saw, I knew I was in the presence of Hypnos. What great timing, I was just about to find out why Jungkook and everyone hated me and now this... 

Why am I here? whats going on?

Fire, blood, shattered glass. That's all I could see, My vision was skewed and tilted sideways, glass was stuck in my hand, I was on the ground, the rigid concrete was all I could focus on.  Jungkook? I saw him on the ground covered in blood, I could also see a motorbike in the far distance thrown to the side. 

Whats going on?

My stomach turned as the memory I was trapped in started to reverse itself. Glass pieced got pulled out, and slowly I was standing, but Jungkook was still on the ground. Then a sudden fast rewind and I found myself on a bus. Next, to me, I saw that there was someone very familiar, a friendly aura radiated from the girl. I couldn't help but smile... is she a friend? The sudden thought of having a friend made my heart flutter inside. 

I couldn't move or control any of my actions, all I was able to do was spectate what was happening. My thoughts were interrupted by the buss coming to a sudden stop, pushing me forward a bit and gravity pulling me back. I tried speaking, but the words won't come out... I tried moving but I couldn't move a muscle. 

The bus door opened revealing a sketchy looking man, as soon as he walked in the person next to me which I assumed was my friend gripped my hand firmly. I could sense that something was off about this man, he was wearing an oversized trench coat and he wrapped it around his body looking like he was hiding something. 

I wanted to warn the person next to me trying to say 'let's get off at the next bus stop, this man looks sketchy', but nothing came out of my mouth. Suddenly my head looked at the window and I saw a someone riding his motorcycle close to the bus. My body turned back to the front and I kept my eyes on the sketchy looking man, his sudden movements made us all flinch even though my friend and I were in the back row we were still scared. 

"LISTEN UP EVERYBODY, THE ONLY PLACE THAT THIS BUS IS GOING IS TO HELL", The man shouts letting go of his tightly wrapped trench coat, revealing two pistols in his hands. 

Without hesitation, he shot the bus driver dead, and the bus started to accelerate, we were all fearing for our lives, but my friend next to me was brave. 

"Don't worry we can get out of this safely, I won't let him hurt you", she softly spoke to me pulling back her long born hair behind her ears.  

The man in the trench coat was tackled to the ground and his guns were knocked out of his hands, we were out of immediate danger but in the far distance, I could see that there was a large stone pillar that was going to crash into. My friend grabbed my hand and started running for the door as we were dangerously close to the pillar. 

As we reached the door the sketchy man was back up on his feet with a gun in his hands, my friend started working faster and harder, I felt useless just being able to spectate... If I could just move, if I could just help her...

We were five seconds from crashing when my friend finally broke through the door and pushed me out of the bus... saving me... When I was getting pushed out, it felt like time was moving slowly I was facing my friend as she pushed me, that's when I saw her getting shot. Blood gushed out of her chest as she smiled at me. A teardrop fell from my eyes, no please I can't lose her... 

The time sped up again to normal speed as I tumbled in broken glass landing head first, the motorcyclist rushed past me trying to catch up with the bus but it was too late... I felt pain radiating from my forehead, I was slowly fading away... my eyes tried so hard to stay open

The bus crashed and exploded bursting into flames, the impact of the explosion pushed the biker off its motorcycle and the biker landed in front of me. My body started to move using the rest of my strength to crawl through to the biker. I questioned why I was moving towards the biker. 

As I got closer to the biker they took their helmet off revealing Jungkook underneath. I was shocked to see him there, so may questions clouded my mind, but I keep remembering I cant do anything. 

Tears rolled down my face... I faded away a few meters away from Jungkook trying to reach out to him. It looked like after he took his helmet off he became unconscious. 

And my memory stopped there as I blacked out, I was frustrated I didn't. Was that a memory or a nightmare? Usually when I fall into Hypnos all I can see is darkness, but this time I saw a vision. 

What is this trying to tell me?

I have been pulled into nothing but black once again, after a few seconds I was suddenly pulled into a series of memories, pictures of myself I could remember all those memories but then. Jungkook and the girl that was on the bus who saved me, started to bleed in and it looked like a complete picture... 

Were we all friends before? 

I sat there looking at the complete pictures of us all together, happy as ever... I was there admiring the pictures, when they were set a fire, slowly disappearing into nothing but ashes. From the ashes a golden key was hidden amongst the black soot that was piled. 

I slowly grabbed that golden key, and as soon as I had the key in my possession the black soot disappeared and a white box appeared with a keyhole. Instinctively I took the key and shoved it into the keyhole not thinking once about it.

The box unlocked and a slurry of lights spilled out of the box, the burnt pictures all came alive and I saw the memories played one by one and I felt like I remembered everything that happened before the accident. 

The year I lost to Hypnos was the year I lost all my memories of Jungkook and Sowon. 

The black walls I was enclosed in faded away into a white room, I was still under Hypnos but I feel like the white was a nice change. I just sat there and cried, I lost my best friend to the crazy phyco and I couldn't do anything about it. And I also lost Jungkook, he needed me the most after her death but I was missing because of Hypnos. 

I remember that Sowon was the only person in the school who knew I had Hypnos, she was the only one who stood up for me until Jungkook came along and befriended me... But I was too scared to tell him... I started to realise why Jungkook was so mad at me and treated me the way he did, I deserved it. 

A bright light pierced my vision as I started to wake up from the trans, I saw Jungkook on a table staring deep into my eyes. 

I was living with amnesia.