Sleep Paralysis- Jungkook

Chapter 6

I remembered everything from the fact the Jungkooks filthy rich to the memories of us hanging out on a Friday afternoon. Pieces of my memories started to aline into one big picture, I wanted to say I'm sorry, I wanted to just go up and hug him and tell him everything is going to be alright.   

But we were too distant, my heart ached when my freshly cut wounds by Jungkooks actions can't be healed by the past. It pains me but I'm hurt... It pains me to see the suffering and anger in Jungkooks eyes. 

Jungkook sat there and stared at me, his face was expressionless, it looked like he had no intentions of helping me up so I just stood up by myself. Since all my memories came back to me I have a whole new perception of Jungkooks action, it justified his doings and I couldn't do anything. I was shackled by the weight of guilt, I looked Jungkook directly in the eyes voluntarily for the first time, and I just took my leave.  

"I'm sorry... for everything", I murmured before I left Jungkook in the room. 

I was so conflicted, I didn't know what to do, I wanted to let him keep bullying me to relieve some of the resentment that built over the year. But I also want this to stop, I wanted to be friends with him again but that was the selfish route and a route I do not dare to tread. 

Just cope with it, Just let it happen. Words of discouragement were circling me as I went back to class as the lunch bell rang its painful melody. The sound of kids rushing past me filled my ears on the journey back to my classroom. Its my last year in this god awful place, getting electrifying glares from my classmates on a daily basis and because of Jungkook.  

I'm not too sure where I want to take this...

"I should just wait it out till we graduate it's only a few months away", I convinced myself. 

Only then I think I would be able to face him. I lowered my head as I sat down on my seat and laid my head flat on the table. All I just wanted to do was rest my mind and clear my thoughts when a sudden pain was felt from my heat being harshly pushed onto the table. 

I wanted to scream, I wanted to break free but my screams became muffled in the deafening silence of the students watching as I struggling in pain. I couldn't see who was vigorously pushing my head down on the table until they grabbed my hair and slammed my head back on the table. Tears started forming in the sockets of my eyes as the pain became more evident. 

It was Nancy.

Why in't the teacher here? 

Why aren't their people stopping this?

Someone, please help me...  

I was internally screaming for help because I couldn't speak, any words that I tried to form were cut off by my own screams. Everyone just looked at me like a deer caught in the headlights.

Then... the door slammed open which shocked Nancy thinking it was the teacher but it was none other than. 

Jungkook...