The Real World (Oikawa Tooru x Reader)

A tear or two

   "Are you ready (Name)~~?" Said Oikawa in a childish manner. "Yeah, just let me tie my hair first" you answered while taking off your hairband off you wrist, you didn't really like high pony on yourself. You thought it made you look weird. But you did tie it into one when you were playing volleyball. As you tied your hair back, you looked back at the entrance to the girls lockers. It was normal for people to get jealous right? All people are selfish in their own way...and you never really got hurt by any words anyone told you. You never really wanted to open up to someone...maybe that's why the words hurt you now. You opened up to someone...Kuroo...now you're opening up to Oikawa. You always tried to be perfect, that's only what you could do to keep everyone happy. You were on the same boat as Oikawa Tooru, and you knew it. But you could feel that mask that you wear most of the time being slowly torn apart. You thought about all of this as you were walking to a basket to get a ball.

Then you heard the door of the entrance to the girl's locket open. You glanced and saw two girls. First girl was pretty short, she had blond hair tied into two loose ponytails. She wore black shorts and white shirt. The other one was somewhere around my high. Some outfit, some lipstick and mascara, pitch black hair that she put into a pony tail. And a choker. All three of us made an eye contact for 5 seconds, that felt that lasted for a life time. They came up to Oikawa as you stared at the ball you were holding in your hands.
'Hey Oikawa~Senpai, we wanted to try playing volleyball. Can you teach us~~?'
' Yeah Oikawa Senpai! You are so good at volleyball! We wanted to learn from a professional'
You turned back to see Oikawa smiling, it was a fake smile. You could see through his mask but left that subject alone. Or at least you should, you are doing the same after all. He rubbed his neck while looking at the floor. "Well Im actually practicing with (Name)~Chan right now...it matters if she is okay with it" you threw the ball at his head, one...two..three.....fake smile spread across your face. Works every time. "What question is that Tooru~?" His name rolled off your tongue in a kind of flirty manner. "Of couse i would let you hang out with your fans, I'll just go and get Iwa~Chan" Oh I didn't tell you? Iwa~Chan is in our college. You actually have a good friendship with him from the start of the college. "Don't forget to call me later when you are done Babe" you said as you were walking away. Oh you wish you could have seen the faces of those two poor little girls. Maybe your heart started to shatter but it didn't mean your bitch mode stopped working. But then your heart stopped. "Slut." One of the girls said under her breath. The word broke you, shattered most of your fake mask by now. Tears rolling down your cheeks while you said with a positive tone "look in the mirror honey", impossible. Even when you are in the edge of showing everyone your weaknesses you still somehow hold on to that wall..of perfectness. That "positivity". The gym was quite, you could hear the tear...then two...slowly drop on the floor.