Louder Than Words

Chapter 8

We finally arrived at the hospital and i guess it was up to me to wake everyone one up. I woke up Zayn first since he took the longest. I tapped his shoulder a bit but he wouldn't budge. Harry's awake now and removes his head from my shoulder. He shakes his hair and places it the the right. I decide to wake up Zayn by giving him a kiss on the cheek, and then another on his forehead and as I'm about to kiss him again I see that he's smiling.

"Get up Zayn!" I say as I carefully lift his head from my lap.

"Fine, but we're doing this again on the way back!" he says as he gets out of the car being followed by Niall, Louis, Harry, and me.

Liam had already gone inside and asked for where the room was.

It was such a nice day out, so I decided to stay outside. The hospital was on top of a hill so I went to the edge and hang my feet over the ledge. I'm terrified of heights, but the view was beautiful. What am I going to tell Andrea? Will she ever forgive me? And Zayn? I have t-

My thoughts are interrupted by some one.

"What are you doing out here?

It was Harry.

"Don't you want to see Andrea?" He asks

"I do but I think it's time."

"Time to..."

"To tell Zayn"

"Are you sure?"

"I'm just sick of it Harry. I want to start our relationship clean. I don't want any bumps to start. I know sure were going to go through some rough times. But not now."

"Well if your ok with it than I am too, do we tell him now?"

"When you guys drop me off at home"

"Alright fine but we should head inside now"

"Give me a minute I'll be right there"

"ok, were on the 3rd floor in room 16"

"Thanks"

Harry walks away and I just continue to stare down at the city. How do I even start? 'Zayn, before we were official, I kissed Harry. I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing.'

No that was stupid.

'Zayn, I love you and I would never do anything to hurt you. And since i don't want to lie to you I guess I should just come clean and say it but-'

What am I doing? What am I going to say to Andrea. That's why I'm here. I have plenty of time to think of what to say to Zayn. And Harry will help me, right?

I walk in and run up the stairs. I don't like elevators either. Something about them was too strange.

I run to the room and see Andrea just staring at me. The boys gathered around her. She had the card laid out on her lap, the balloons and flowers were on the table next to her bed.

I guess she read what I wrote because now she had her arms open asking me for a hug

I run to her really fast and I give her the biggest hug that I've ever given anyone

"I'm sorry Andrea" I tell her while I'm crying a little

She pats my head and says

"I forgive you and I'm so sorry, it's that you know how fragile i am"

"That's why I ran into your house, how are you feeling?"

"Better they said I could go home today but that I shouldn't be taking any kind of medicine"