Louder Than Words

Chapter 30

"Zayn not now, let's go" I say pushing him off me

He strains me under him, not allowing me to move. Then I notice that he reeks of alcohol, "Come on, you know you want to." he says forcing his lips onto mine

I didn't want to but he left me no choice. I used all my force and pushed him off, making him fall flat on the floor.

"Your a drunk mess!" I blurt out at him as I turn the other direction

"shit," I hear him whisper to himself, "Kacey! COME BACK!"

I rush out of the room and run into my curly haired friend.

"Kacey, are alright? Are you crying?" he asks, putting both hands on my shoulders as he looks at me with concerned eyes.

"I'm alright Harry, I just-" I start to let out all the emotions that I could no longer contain

He wraps his arms around me and hugs me, "it's alright, you can talk to me if you'd like. I'm here for you."

I grab his hand and pull him to another dark room. I make him sit down on the couch as I put my head on his shoulder.

"Kacey, what's wrong?"

"I don't know, it's that Zayn just. He's never done that before and I don't know he just did it. What should I do?" I say

"Ok erm Zayn did what?"

"I don't know. He just forced himself on top of me and I tried to move but he wouldn't let me go and I just- Harry Come Back!" but I couldn't stop him. He just ran off before I had the chance to even touch him.

Harrys P.O.V

How could he? To his own girlfriend? I don't know what I was going to do but I just had to talk to him.

I walk into the room I saw Kacey run out of earlier to see Zayn where she left him, his face dug into his hands, his elbows on his knees. He looks up at me quickly right before my fist hits the side of his face.

But I don't. He was lugubrious, weak, and at the verge of tears. And luckily I had played it off by pretending to wipe a non existent tear from his face. It might have been awkward but he didn't seem to care.

"What's wrong mate?" I ask, already knowing the answer.

He rubs his eyes to prevent himself from crying,"I don't want to talk about it. I just really messed up."

"I'm sure she'll forgive you." oops. That slept out of my mouth.

"She told you didn't she? Damn she's quick."

"She's fast huh?" I say bumping my elbow against his arm

He chuckles at my way of thinking, "very fast. But seriously, is she alright?"

"Yes I'm ok." Kacey says standing by the door way.

Zayn looks up at her and his eyes brighten up. He walks up and stands close to her, looking down into her eyes and says, "Do you forgive me?"

"You never apologized correctly." as says, her face impassive

"I'm sorry for drinking so much and forcing my self onto you. It will never happen again I promise. I would never hurt you." he says quickly without even thinking

"Zayn," she pauses for a second and bites her lip, "do you think we need a break?"

"A break? Why would we need a break?" he asks impatiently

"Yes a break."

"Why?"

"Do you think we're going to be able to stay in a relationship with all the craze that's going on?"