Louder Than Words

Chapter 38

"You did what?" He replies in complete shock

"I can always get it back! I'm so sorry, I was just not with you and I got tired of everyone asking me about you."

"It's alright, I understand why. And as much as I'd love to be with you forever, I can't promise anything."

"We could."

"You really think so?"

"If we truly love each other equally we can overcome infinite things." I say taking his hand.

I can barely talk, I don't know how I've managed to say all that I needed to say.

Well me and Zayn are back together, and I hate to be bitter, but I wonder how long this is going to last.

"Wait do you want to go back to the party or-

"Of course, it's your birthday and I can't believe you did that for me. Your amazing." I tell him as I kiss his cheek and take hold of his hand, "but there's another surprise."

I rush to the stage and grab a stool and guitar.

♪ What do you think my brain is made for

is it just a container for the mind

this great great matter

sensei replied what is a woman is she just a container for the child

that soft pink matter

cotton candy maajin buu

close my eyes and fall into you you you

my god

he's giving me pleasure

ohh ♪

I sing pink matter by Frank Ocean because I know much he loves my falsetto and this song was perfect for my mood right now.

His jaw drops as I sing my favorite part, the falsetto.

When the party is over Zayn walks me to his room.

He pins me to bed and takes off my clothes. He holds my arms in place as he kisses my neck making his way to my lips while grinding against me. When he lets go of my arms, I wrap them around his bare body and pull him closer to me.

"Sing for me again." he demands as he picks up his pace

"Close my eyes and fall into you, my god your giving me pleasure, pleasure, pleasure, pleasure over matter." I sing in a high pitched tone, the way he likes it. Although I was breathless, it was enough to really make him speed up. He moved in and out so fast, our bodies made a slap sound every time he came into me.

He falls heavily on the bed next to me, my hand landed on his chest and I could feel it raising up and down every time he took a deep breathe.

He takes hold of my hand as his heart slows, "I love you." he says before falling asleep.

He must've been very worked out and I was too because i fell asleep soon after.

- 2 months Later -

"I need to know, how can you keep a relationship with some one when you both have such busy life styles?" the interviewer at the Today Show asks

"Well that's one of the reasons. Since we both have similar life styles we know exactly why we can't text or call back right away or go out because we both know from experience how busy we can be but we know that we do love each other." I reply

"And I heard its your 20th birthday tomorrow? Will he see you then?"

"Probably not. He's promoting the Take Me Home Album and is on his tour, and I'll be in Florida tomorrow for our tour, Veni, Vidi, Vici. But that's alright I think we both have a day off soon and we can see each other then."