Louder Than Words

Chapter 35

- 2 days after break-up -

I slept on my left side, due to my broken wrist, and now it's numb.

Diamond's schedule:

~ 3:00- interview with 74.5 radio

~ 4:00- taping starts of Alan Carr

I leave my house with a white cropped top and high waisted shorts.

I look in the mirror and his name is still tatted in my chest. I'm stupid.

For breakfast I have cereal, same routine. My hair is down and I have recently died my hair a caramel color and left my roots their natural dark brown.

I haven't seen Andrea since, well a very long time (probably 3 days, which is a lot for some one you usually see on a daily basis).

I meet her for the first time in 3 days at the 74.5 radio interview

Josh (interviewer): Good afternoon girls how has your day been?

Andrea: Well it's been a long time since me and kacey have seen each other so we had a great time catching up for 10 minutes.

She looks at me and puts her hand on my shoulder, I just now told here about the break up. No one else but Zayn and most likely the rest of the boys know. Some fans too.

Josh: Thats great to hear, uhm Kacey I've seen that some people have signed your cast.

Me: Well Andrea just signed it, my doctor signed it, Harry and Niall signed it too but I haven't seen the other boys lately (Bullshit. I just ignore Zayn who has been with Louis and Liam a lot)

Josh: Well your album did great and congratulations on your recent awards!

Andrea and I: Thank you!

Josh: We have some questions from your fans and then were going to play a game?

Andrea: Let's do this

Josh: Alright well let's play the game first since I can't find the questions!

Kacey: I'm readyy

Josh: Alright so basically, I'm going to state a person place or thing and you have to say 'yay' if you like it or 'nay' if you don't. Got it?

Me: Yup

Josh: Frank Ocean

Me: yay

Andrea: eh

Josh: Pens

Me: Yay

Andrea: Yay

This is the most boring interview I've been in since my career started. I've heard good comments about Alan though, the boys told me to prepare to be left uncomfortable and to be put in awkward situations.

This interview is finally over but I suck it up and smile and look as if I wasn't having suicidal thoughts at the moment.

- 4:01 pm -

Alan: 1 minute late huh? Well look whose a star

He gets up and hugs us and we take a seat on the couch. It's taped infront of a live audience but the episode will be aired on Friday, two days from now.

Me and Andrea just laugh and smile at the camera.

Alan: Now I've heard a lot of stories about how you got your cast. Some like you were boxing a kangaroo and another that you were in heaven and you fell down to Earth some amazing stories really.