You never kept your promise.
You promised to be by my side.
But I couldn't find you at my side.
You promised to be my forever.
But our forever shattered apart.
You promised I'm the only one for you.
But you had another number one.
You promised not to break my heart.
But now look at it, its broken apart.
You promised to be there for me, supporting, encouraging me.
But you weren't there.
You promised to only keep your eyes on me.
But I saw you looking at some other girl.
You keep promising me,
But how come you always break them?
I don't know how you feel fine when I feel broken.
I don't know how you can live with this feeling.
I don't know why I even trust your promises.
I don't even know why I trusted you at all.
Can you feel the pain I'm feeling?
Can you feel the way I'm hurting?
Can you stop breaking my heart?
Can you stop promising me when your just going to break them?
Can you ever stop hurting me?
Do you find it entertaining to see me broken?
Do you find it entertaining to see me crying with tears running down my face?
Do you find me, myself, I, just me, entertaining your needs?
Do you find everything about me entertaining like some personal clown of yours?
Well, even though your promises hurt me, like acid dripping on my heart,
Or some monster eating at it.
They made me stronger.
They made me more protective of myself.
They prepared me for reality.
They prepared me what's to come, your promises told me your not the only one who's going to break me but,
Other people too.
I would thank you for everything but,
How can I?
You put me through so much pain.
Pain that's indescribable.
Now, I'll show you what pain can feel like.
I'll change my personality.
I'll change my looks.
I'll change my habits.
I'll change my ways.
I'll change everything about me.
I'll show you the new me.
I'll show you that, I'll finally be the one to break you apart.
I won't be that little defenseless girl anymore. No. Not what you put me through.
I'll kill every piece of your pathetic heart.
Ever so slowly.
With this knife that you stabbed into my own heart.
I hope your prepared,
For the worst,
Because you'll be suffering. For such a long time.
Even if I do,
Still,
Love you.
But you know sometimes,
Love hurts.
:FFFFF
LOL. I'm repeating everything Dx
The beginning at least, do you find it annoying?
Sorry. T_T
At least its longer? Right?
Well anyways I got one more thing to say.
Payback is a bitch right 'boyfriend?'
Okay, so I'm writing a lot of 'broken promises' poems.
It had to do with my relationship. Shush.
- Momo out.
