David Tennant X Reader One shots

That's What We Do pt2

HUGE TRIGGER WARNING.
I wasn't planning on doing another but, there's still stuff I need to get off my chest.

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" No please! Don't take me back there! I'm sorry!" I thrashed around as my 2 best friends grabbed me and took me to my cell.

" you know what happened when you find happiness." They chuckles in unison. " we can't allow that."

" please, please don't lock me up. I'll do anything." I sobbed.

" there is nothing you can do." They throw me into the cell. " now stay there and shut the fuck up and do what your told." With that they locked the door.

I got up and ran to the door. I banged and banged until I couldn't feel my hands. I yelled until I had no voice.

I finally collapsed onto the floor Silently sobbing. I looked down at my hands. A mixture of blood and bruises covered them.

There was this gaping whole in my chest. I felt like I was going to throw up. I crawled to the toilet and dry heaved until my throat was raw.

I looked around for ANYTHING to relieving this pain. I crawled to my bed. I lifted my mattress and there it was. My old razor. I grabbed it my bruised hands shaking. I started on my legs. It wasn't enough. It wasn't relieving anything. I moved to my wrist. Nothing. I throw my razor across the room. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Please, don't do this." I whispered. " please let this all be some horrible dream. I'll wake up in his arms. Please?! If there's anyone out there, some controller of the universe... please."

Nothing. I pulled my blood covered legs to my chest. I wrapped my blood covered arms around them. My head rested my head in my knees. Exhausted. Tears fell down my face to my legs mixing with the blood. I prayed to whatever god was out there that they would just end this suffering. There was no way I could live without him.

He was my everything.

He was my love.

He was my happiest.

And they took him from me.

Because that's what they do.